Monster or Maniac

After it happened but before I tell you

Normality, a thing all of us strive for, and if you say you don't then you're a liar. We all want to be accepted in this world. I used to believe that acceptance was the key to happiness. God was I wrong, who wants to be like everyone else? We all were created to be different from the person next to us, so why should we strive to accomplish the ridiculous goal of being like someone who society claims is worth more. There is nothing wrong with us, its society's problem not ours, so why to we keep spinning our wheels trying to please society.

I used to push all the boundaries to look a certain way, ever since I was a tot. I believe the real problem was that no one ever tried to stop me, whether it was makeup or plastic surgery everyone just seemed okay with the whole ordeal. I can't remember a time when I didn't want to change me. I can't remember a time where I was comfortable in my own skin, my parents, my boyfriends; my friends through the years always supported my decisions. It really sucked because in my mind they were telling me that I should change, that I wasn't pretty or perfect, so as you can imagine growing up was hell. I always strived to please society just like the other mindless drones that haunted the Earth. Sometimes I actually miss that old me, but other times I remember how lucky I am to just not care anymore.

Well I guess I better not keep you waiting, the vultures must feed at some point and I guess its time. Time to hear another boring tale, of a smart, strong, beautiful female heroin's journey in a world not so different from yours. Ugh do you guys really want to read this story about some lame twenty something year old. I mean you guys could just sit inside and watch TV, hey that's not a bad idea so instead of writing this long tale I'll just plop my lazy sack of bones on this comfy couch. I know how upset you probably are that you won't get to read this awful story, so instead I guess I'll just tell you, but Im not doing any of that "once upon a time" bull instead I'll start it with "one day"....