heartstopper in the future

Chocolate

TW: Ben, crying, panic attack/breakdown, period 

Nick POV: 

I'm at the store doing some weekly shopping, I got some of Charlie's favourite chocolate.

Than one of my biggest fear happen. Guess what it is

Ben

He was buying condoms and lube,  I guess he has moved on?

I finished my shopping and went home.

Charlie greeted me with a kiss the second I got inside. 

"Hi Nick,  how did shopping go did you find everything we needed?" He asks me

"It was good.  but I didn't find the chips you wanted, but I got your favourite chocolate!" I say bringing the bags into the kitchen. He walks in after me.

"Nick what is this?" Charlie asks me, holding up a pack of condoms.

"Condoms, obviously" I say continuing to put away more groceries.

"Well yeah I obviously know that,  but we don't use those anymore?!" Charlie says looking at me whit a confused face.

"I know that, I brought them for Adrian and Jack." I say handing Charlie his chocolate.

"Did they ask for it?" He ask me, while opening his chocolate. 

"Well no, but have you seen the way they act? Like when Adrian said neck kissing is a big turn on, the day I gave you a hickey?" I ask.

"Yeah I remember that, but you gave me a hickey before we had sex" Charlie says 

"Yeah yeah,  I know. But don't you remember when Jack said, and I quote 'your to hot, but I still eat you'! You know when Adrian burned his tongue, when we had soup?" I say, and I see Charlie snicker at the memorie.

"Yeah, condoms probably aren't such a bad idea to be honest" he says after thinking it thru. Then his face light up.

"We should give it to Adrian at breakfast the day he fills 16, it's only a week left" he says 

"We need to do that! But we should also get him something he wants" I say

"Of course, maybe the headphones he has looked at" Charlie suggest, eating a piece of chocolate 

"Yeah, I will buy them tomorrow" I say 

"Okay, anyway do you want some chocolate?" Charlie asks holding out a piece.

"Yeah, I'll have some" I say, taking it from his beautiful hands.  I love his hands, his arms, his thorson, his ass, his stomach, his neck, his dick, his hip, his thigh, his knee, his leg, his feet, every single part him I love whit my whole being. 

Charlie POV: 

Nick took the chocolate and ate it just staring at me, first I thought it was some attempt to flirt. But than I saw that his eyes got glossy, I was about to ask him what was wrong but he just hugged me tight. 

"I love you so much char! I know I don't tell you often enough but I really love you, I love you so fucking much" nick sobbed, I felt my shoulder get wet but right now I couldn't care less I just hugged him tight 

"Shhh, it's Okay Nick! I love you so so much!" I say, swaying us back and forth. 

Lily walks into the kitchen and gives me a confused look once she sees Nick, I just give her a look saying leave. I feel kinda bad about it, but right now Nick and I just need some privacy. She walks out, but not before giving me a little smile.

Once nick stopped crying, I pulled away giving him a short kiss but still it was filled with love.

"Do you wanna talk about it?" I ask nick, I see him nodd a little