𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐀 𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐎 - Isabella has always felt empty, lost. She has been abused her whole life by her mother, Cara and her stepfather, Jack. Cara ran away when Isabella was just 4 years old, never telling any of the Romanos.But when Cara d...
Luca shows me up to my room, this house is massive. My room is up on the second floor, like everyone else's room. It's a corridor with a lot of doors, a small gold bit on each door with our names on, my door even has one!
It's so weird being in a house like this, having my own room, my own private space without rats, hopefully.
"I designed this with Leo. I hope you like it, if you don't then we can just redecorate it." Luca informs me.
That's nice of them, I guess.
"I'm sure it will be okay." I say, not quiet or anything. I think I like Luca. He's nice.
He opens the door for me, giving me my first look of the room, it's beautiful. I'm so lucky.
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Holy shit. Shit shit. I feel like a fucking princess. The room seems to have a white and gold colour scheme, my bed, fuck that looks grand, my bed is in the middle of a wall, the wall is marble, fucking marble. A marble feature wall, I have a little like bench thing at the bottom of my bed, it looks comfortable though, like not a bench in a park or something. Opposite my bed, I have a desk and there is a tv on the wall. I have my own tv!
It's perfect. Absolutely perfect.
"So?" He asks.
"It's amazing. You designed this?"
"Yeah, so did Leonardo. I can't take full credit." His cheeks flush, he's a bit like me, shy, I guess.
"You should think about making this into a career." I say, which he laughs at.
"I'm stuck in the family business, sis." He informs me.
"What is it?"
Before Luca can answer, Alessandro comes into my room with my backpack.
"You forgot this downstairs." He says, still no sign of emotion in his low voice.
"Thanks." I mumble as I take my bag from him and set it down beside my bed.
"Do you not have more stuff? How many pairs of clothes do you have?" Luca asks.
"I have 2 t shirts... like 4 hoodies and 2 pairs of jeans, 3 pairs of leggings from primark. And a pair of shoes." That's quite a lot. I mean not enough to fill that closet but you know.
"We will take you shopping in a couple days. Get you some stuff." Alessandro insists.
I just nod back at him, I don't even give a shit. I'll spend some of their money but I'm not gonna be a spoiled gold digger or anything. I'll still use their money to my advantage though.
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After that little talk, I guess you could say, they left me alone, first of all. This bed is the comfiest thing ever invented and I will not take no for an answer. I don't feel like I belong here though, that's one of the problems.
I unpacked earlier, once I put everything in the giant walk in closet, just randomly, not organised. Leo came in and took everything off and literally just redone the whole thing because it wasn't tidy to his standards. It was nice of him though. He stayed for about 10 minutes and we just talked about random shit.
He asked what I liked to watch on tv, I don't really watch tv though so that's what I told him. Leo is really nice. I like him. We are gonna watch a tv show together.
'I've already watched friends but it's just too good. We will watch it together if you want. Only if you want of course. I won't force you or anything, I just thought it would be nice.' Is what he said.
I stopped him before he could keep blabbing. He's like me. I'm really excited to watch friends though. People in school used to talk about it. We're watching the first 2 or 3 episodes tonight, he said anyway.
I think I'm starting to like it here. Leo and Luca are my favourites, I haven't really talked to many of my brothers but you know. These two actually show emotion, they aren't robots. I can talk to them. Like I feel comfortable, me. I feel comfortable.
That wasn't something I expected to experience for a long time. But we just clicked. Luca is gonna show me how to play some video games too. He said Call Of Duty is his favourite, but he's gonna just make me a Roblox account instead. He said he'll buy me robux so win win.
I'm now just sat on bed, trying to finish the rest of my book, it's called Binding 13 by Chloe Walsh. I'm enjoying it so much but it's 800 pages! That's the longest book I've ever rucking read. I definitely recommend it though. Best book I've read.
I can't stop using the thing what Johnny says, he's the male main character, he says boom boom fucking boom near the end and stuff. I love saying it, not even actually speaking but just using it I guess. Also, I want to go to Cork now and live out my Irish rugby boy dreams.
"Isabella!" My name is shouted from the bottom of the stairs, I'm guessing that it's my dad by his voice. Oh my god I recognise his voice. That's cool. See, father daughter bond is already forming. I hope.
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I'm just gonna say this, I don't expect anything from it but I just want you guys to understand why I'm not uploading many chapters as often anymore. Ive been struggling a lot with my mental health this year. I had anorexia near the beginning of the year for months, I'm in recovery at the moment, I've developed slight anger issues and I take things out on everyone so I think my friends hate me. I'm also very lonely all the time. I've been getting a lot of suicidal thoughts but I'm gonna try write more when I feel like this to escape a bit. There are no promises with how often chapters will be published but please don't pressure me into writing when I'm clearly not ready at that time. Thanks for all the support on the book though guys, it's really appreciated.
