NONG'S SECRET SHUU🤫

Nong Marissa's secret

Marissa pov

We have done watching the whole episode  with Faye and Yoko. It was a disaster and i'm not refering the reaction part. No, This is about my position and my discomfort toward my co-stars no less name FayeYoko.

For the first time i though i couldn't fake my smile any longer but i've maintained my professionalism for the group and for the image of 9Stars.

Yoko sulked for no reason, Faye seemed desappointed, Ice tried her best holding a good atmosphere as much as she could . Totally a disaster.

Let's start from the beginning.

few hours earlier Before the video reaction

I try to appear calm, wich is not the case . With Ice we still haven't announce at Faye nor Yoko that's we're no longer belong to 9star.

Everything spinned in my head. Yoko, Faye, FayeYoko, my bond with Ice and and on the top, the root of our common career at 9STARS.

Ize drove us to Wanwan . I try my best to keep my negative energy down and put things under positive perspectives. I'll finally see them after 2 weeks.

"Mar" Ice's  voice makes me realise we arrived. When i was about to go out of the car, Phi stopped me.

"Hey, Mar ? "

I look at her she also seems concerned "How are you feeling ?"

She used to do that since the day we part together. She always makes sure i'm okay, it's like a daily routine since then.

After a short moment to compose myself i gulp and put the effort to let out "i'm excited!" accompanied by a attempting  smile.

"Although you're an actress, you've been a terrible liar since i discovered the painful obviousness"

"What ? i dunno  what you talkin about"

"When it's refering your love life tulek." i can't help but blush she is the only one who realized it. My unconditional crush on Yoko, even before i knew my feelings.

She grabbed my chin "I know it's not easy seeing  them together for the whole 3 hours. Since our first day, I've been watching over you . You're  aware that I am not leaving you  and still on your side , It won't change. "

All the support without giving her a hugg ? No way.

" I'm not leaving you" She confirmed in the embrass.

"Yeah i know. And i'm also here for you, Ize. You're the best partner i've ever had "

"Partner" she exlaimed

"Partner! Yes, that's it, Partner. PARTNER" repeating multiple times, she ended the embrass and gave me another look. This one is no less than a glare for her tricky plans .

"I have an idea. " She smiled mischiviously 

"If we try to put ahead Iceza ship." She continue wildly

" Like on  the contract we used the title of Khun sam and Mon for promoting BLANK and give a good image, this time will go further by giving a chance for the ship Iceza. That's what Fayeyoko do so why not doing our own ship. Get it ?" 

She dance her eyebrows up and down already fully invested by her idea. "Are you in ? " 

"I trust you but i really don't know because you must understand it's not amongs your best ideas"

"Stop overthink much. The contract ends in two months. So live! "

"Sometimes Mar i wonder who is the phi between us" i sigh 

"Follow my steps, ok" i nodded still not really sure of how it gonna be . But having Ice  with me reduce the stress.

We leave the car and go into the house. Everything is organised P'Wan is very our CEO is very meticulous.

 As we go in the living room to join the group i got surprised  and i'm not gonna lie, my jealousy came when i saw Faye embrassed Yoko from the back while having a discussion with P'Wan.

I sigh at the image but rapidly  get a grip when Ice murmured "Remember, follow my move OK ?"

I nodded trying my best to avoid focusing on my torn heart.

 We are greeting them with a smile.

"Hey Mar! I missed seeing you guys. How was the promoting ? Aren't you tired?"

"Yooo! calm down they just came."

"Well N'Yoko, I  had trouble sleeping unlike the cockroach next to me "she complained pointing at me.

"She is energetic and still take a nap in litterally every positions. It's not fair " Amused by her act i pinched her cheek and kissed it.

"Oh babe, stop pouting i already gave you a coffee"

"Stop flirting Nong" Sigh Yoko . 

Taken aback i stopped all my actions.

"Just kidding continue." laughed Yo 

"hmm hmm " Wan cough to get our attention.

"Please take a seat on the couch. We'll start the recording. And Please Faye, Yoko REACT" 

Ize guides me on the sofa and here come the one little piece of the disaster. Yoko sat next to me her scent gosh. I'd rather be with Faye than the one who make my heart in a very hard breath condition.

Atleast Phi is here giving me comfort by grabbing my hand or caress my arm anytime i feel unwell by their skinship. Her gesture help me little by little to focus on the screen and not be bothered by those lover birds. Until...

Yoko's hand took mine. I lost the track of everything, don't even ask me what is my feeling about the episode. I. can't . focuse

Ice's on my arm and Yoko's playing with my hand. At first i wasn't aware  having two differents hands on me, until they both pushing me on their own side. It's painfully make me realized the position i'm into. Be loved unkindly by my two favorite Phis.

Half in my bubble ,  i'm surprised we're all stand off the sofa .The episode end in front of me. Please don't ask for my opinion.

 It's already passed we all stand off the sofa but my mind stuck about the feeling of her touch earlier.

I try to focus on the subject but a sudden guilt catch me. I really hate myself for loving her because it's P'Faye's partner and not mine.

Exterior pov:

Everyone chat except Marissa who isn't feeling well. 

Her thoughs stucks with Yoko. All about Yoko, her actions and the way her heart had skep a beat the moment She played with her hands. That image makes her feel guilty and pityful.

Inside her head is so messy but from the outside, Marissa give her best smile and control her eyes not catch Yoko's. She needs to avoid all potential comments about her fancy Yoko.

Firstable, she isn't as lucky as P'Faye to get the the brunette's attention. 

Second reason, Yo don't have interest on youngers, she prefer having older partners .(she knows from interview sources🤫 )

After multitude tours in her turmoil head, she finally catch the conversation between P'Ice and Faye .

"Will you react on the fourth episode ?"Faye asked P'Ice. The latter is suddenly embarassed, they still don't informed yet their contract will ends soon.

Neither Ice nor Wan speaks out the truth sharing a glare So N'marissa finally said what bothering her since the morning "Well it's depend of the shedule and also if we have time as Ice's contract and mine ends in two months ." 

NOW

"Oooh" Faye respond as cooly as she want to look like.
Yoko in the other hand does not react. At all . She only pout and left the house.

It how the situation came.