'Her Fate' (Taqdeer) || 📖

Chapter: 62 ✨Indirect Kiss✨

Ziya spent the whole night admiring his sleeping handsome face. Now it's Fajr time so she went to offer Fajr prayer.

In supplication,

Ya Allah, he is your lost servant, who has lost his path. Guide him, show him the right path, bring him back to the path of Deen. Attach him to the halal, prevent him from haram. Make him one of your beloved servants.

Ya Allah I thought I was very lonely after losing Appa, but seeing him I realized that there are many other people in this world who are living alone and suffering without family and love, my suffering, my pain is nothing in front of them. I lost my Appa when I was 22, I got the love of my family Alhamdulillah. But Taemur was only a 5-year-old kid who lost his entire family.

They die in front of his eyes. He witnessed this tragedy with his own eyes, he lost his Appa, Eomma and unborn sister in one night, I can't imagine how a 5 year old kid had bear that pain. Even as an adult, I still haven't gotten over my Appa's death.

If Sara Eonni hadn't told me about his past, I would never have known what was the reason behind him being so emotionless, cold. I can feel his pain, because I know that when we lose our loved ones we also lose our interest, desire and happiness. We lose our interest in these worldly things. But it brings us closer to you Allah, at this time only you can heal us. We should not despair under any circumstances. A believer, a faithful person is never disappointed in any situation, we should keep our Tawakkul strong in every circumstances.

Ya Allah, surely You are The Great-Forgiver, forgive him for his past sins, forgive him for his mistakes and guide him to the right path. He is ignorant of the knowledge of the Deen, teach him right and wrong, no one has taught him the rules and regulations of our Deen, no warner has yet come to him so he is astray. Ya Allah, guide him I'll help him to find his right path but not a leaf can move from its place without your command. Everything is possible if you want, I can only try but it is in your hands to make it successful. Ya Allah grant him hidayah.

Ziya folded the prayer mat and went to the balcony and saw that he was in deep sleep. She leaned towards him and gently blew air on his face. She was a little worried because the outside weather is a bit cold, what if he catch a cold, she fixed his blanket and sat on the chair and rested her head on the table.

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Tae woke up to the sound of birds chirping. He slowly opened his eyes and froze at his position, his eyes got wide open in shock. Ziya was sleeping with her arms crossed on the table while resting head on her arms. They were facing each other. He felt his heart beat started getting faster. He didn't move from his place and was lost starting at her that he forgot to blink for a while.

He was staring every feature of her face very carefully her hijab, her long eyelashes, her nose at last his gaze stoped at her lips.

He gulped down his saliva and jerked his head when he realized that again he was lost admiring at her with love and affection. He held the blanket in his hand and stand up from the chair.

He looked at her and saw that she was sleeping without blanket. He went to the room and checked the time it was 7:35 a.m. He widened his eyes in shock like it would came out of the socket. He's eyes fell on the bedside table where the medicine was kept.

"I didn't take my medicines last night.!! How did I sleep till late?? I've never slept this late with sleeping pills then how..how I slept till late without pills?"

He quickly went to the balcony and called her in gentle voice,

"Moon.!! Yaa Moon princess get up quickly!!"