The Secret Sahyounie

Chapter 2

ELIZA'S POV:

I tried my hardest not to let what Daniel said get to me, but he is the reason I attempted and he knew that. He knew what he was doing to me and he did not even care which hurt even more.

I heard the bell ring which signalled 5 minutes until first lesson. Mine was maths. I sat next to Jai Brooks, a member of Daniels "boy band" whatever it is. Behind us is Daniel and Luke, Jai's twin brother. How ironic that there are two sets of twins right next to each other.

Halfway through the lesson i was getting pencils bounced off my head which did not help my already "great" mood. I was not going to let that bother me except for the fact that Daniel and Luke started thowing the pencils lead first and it was really starting to hurt.

"Hey I am sorry about them. If you want it to stop just let me know okay?" Jai said sweetly as he slipped me a little piece of paper that had his number on it, "Text me, yeah? Anytime you have a problem." as he reffered to my scars.

"Yeah, thanks. That means a lot to me, nobody is ever there for me so it gets kind of lonely in my world" I replied as a put his number in my book bag.

"Jai do not talk to that fuck up. She is not worth wasting your breath on. She is just a suicidal whore that does not deserve someone like you, let alone life." Daniel said to Jai which fully threw me over the edge as I started to cry..

"Aye good job Jai! She is crying now just like a little baby!" Daniel said while laughing.

"Hey stop. Do not listen to him. I know it is not true, You have plenty to live for and you and I both know that." Jai said sweetly to me as he attempted to calm me down. Unfortunatly for him it only made me more upset.

"YEAH BUT YOU DO NOT FUCKING UNDERSTAND!" I screamed at Jai as I grabbed my bag and ran out of the room praying that Daniel was not going to follow me.

I ran all the way home and went straight into my bathroom to find my escape. I knew Daniel hid them after I attempted but he is not that smart, I have to be able to find them.

I was not cutting for attention, I was cutting for results. I wanted to leave this world because of how much I was neglected in my family, and my best friend literally ruined my life by deciding that we would go from inseparable to nothing in a matter of days. Now he is calling me worthless and saying that I do not deserve life.

Thanks Daniel, thanks a lot. I hope you are finally happy again without me.