between our eyes

How will you be when the doctors tell you that you can just live for 6 years? I had cancer since I was five years old. My lungs are sick.So actually I lived in here hospital half of my life. unfortunately, here is my real house. Because I can't live without a respiratory system. When I hear of Doctor won't live too long, I write a rule to myself:never fall in love. I always look at my scars, and I wish to have a better life. LIFE, what a beautiful word.

Today, I'm going to visit Carla. In room number 155. She says:hi Stella!come in.
I go inside. Her room is clean like always. She asks :coffee or tea?
-like always
-alright
She comes with to cops of tea.
She says with smile:do you find any boyfriend? " carlaaa, you know I don't want to have any boyfriend!!
OK, fine!. I've been Thier for 1 hour.
Now I go to see Doctor Watson . She takes a picture of my lungs. She says: "For now, it's good . We have to take a picture again another month."And she's continuing,"and please eat your medicines. " lm not hopeful because
I know they don't go to work. But I tell her "fine ".tomorrow I will leave here after 3 years. I have to close my luggage
I'm going back home.

Today, I wake up at 6:00 in the morning.
First, l go to visit Doctor Watson to check my lungs again. Then my mom comes. When she sees me,she runs and hugs me. "Ah, my little star, I miss you so much." she always calls me my little star. And she smells the jasmine
Flower. This smell is saving me from cancer pain. When I was in pain, I thought about this smell.we sat in the car, and my mom played my favourite
Song. When we arrived home. I was excited to see my sister Abbey again.
I fight with this sick just because of her.
But she wasn't home. "Mom, where is Abbey?" She dont answer. When I asked
Again, she just said, "lm sorry,"but I can't understand what happened. She was crying... I just heard my mom call my name.

I'm in the room , Abbey is there. She's
So happy, and She's smile.her blue eyes
I can't explain it.
I wake up, and I see my mom. No... it was just a dream. Abbey is gone forever.
I can't see her again. Now I just have her
Paints.

Today, I went to school...

I saw all of my classmates. It wasn't good. All of my friends are so busy and happy .but what about me? I was sad.They were just asking about my feelings when I was so sick. James was there, too. But he was change. He wasn't
The bastard that I knew...