<<Laurence>>
So, uh.. living in this world must be so boring. Not at all, cuz you have a friend? Nah. Everyone must think people are dumb and all that shit. It's very funny to think that you're smarter than your words. Well your brain is not functioning well if you talk shit all the time. Just think of it. Are you really ready to risk your youth for that someone you love? You made the wrong hell of a choice. Well it's not that hard because you're the one whose supposed to know who's in control and who's not.
Well at least I'm lucky to have a friend like Caleb, though i might not like it if he mentions his girlfriend or talks about her. Now I know that my story might not go through well, but you know, you'll find the story nice if you're willing to read it though.
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Hey, Laurence have you seen Kelly so around? He asked while reaching his wallet.
"Uh, nope. I haven't seen her. Why?" I asked him not to try to look at him since the day we argued about something.
"Well, she's not answering my calls or texts." He looked worried searching for his phone.
"Well, am I a call centre agent?" I replied sarcastically, trying to pent up his mind.
"Stop being sarcastic and answer my question." He said calmly that made my mind fueled.
"Dude I didn't give a damn about her business, and I'm going to clarify something, we're not friends, she's just my fucking classmate!"
"Chill man, what's wrong with you?"
"Well me? U asking me? Oh, yeah I saw her with that name called Chris down the bleachers earlier."
"What the actual fu-" He was shocked and looked really dumbfounded.
"I'm just kidd'n." I chuckled a bit not wanting this tension between us anymore.
"Well you-." He tickled the heck out of me and lift me off the ground.
"HEY STOP, DROP ME OFF!" I wiggled and wiggled, but he didn't seem to let go of me, his so strong.
After that, he finally let me go and dropped me gently at my bed, he winked and left a smile on his face as he walked away and left the dorm. After some time, I'm just here alone with my boring self staring at the ceiling, welp.. it really can't be helped though. 'What if I was his someone.' that words in my head popped up making my eyes wide awake as I jumped myself out of the bed. 'I can't let this happen.. I'm gay.. his straight.. it's clear, yes it is.. He cares for me because we are close friends, that's that. But what if it could change? I want to be more for him.. I want to feel him.'
my mind was swirling with anxiety and self consciousness as i slumped and coated myself with blanket trying to make myself comfortable. Then I finally felt tired and comfortable, in that way I fell asleep with every breath I take.
>>Caleb<<
Ok, so it's not really hard to convince someone to be with me, and to be honest, I kinda like it when I'm arguing with little bud (referring to our MC) but still, I have to push all of those feelings away because I am afraid... Afraid of loosing someone. Everyone who's living in the earth's interior is special for me. I don't really need examples, and I have my personal desires, it's just that maybe it's not in my blood to talk about me, and my special interests. This deep feeling inside of me is swirling around like a tornado who's out of control. Of course I talk nonsense, that's who I am.
