BLINDED BY DESIRE |18+

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I did it all to my self, it all came back to me like a bullet right in the skull. I had to face the consequences of my actions. I was blinded by 'desire' and forgot all the memories, the laughter, my social image all of it disappeared in a blur.

There was no turning back. It's reality and I had to face it, my mistake my business. All the torture, all the pain, all the agony. It was all me.
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Normal day, I wake up to the birds chirping outside my window. The sun peeking though my curtains and I groan. "another shit day." I say as I hop off my bed and open my curtains and windows.

I walk over to the bathroom and do my normal morning routine then text the only friends, like real friends I have.

It's like a routine, every moring, I text both of them how I hate the new day and how school sucks.

After I was done with my hygiene, I grab my fresh uniform, so straight from the ironing. I throw it on and grab my bag. I rush downstairs to find my mom preparing breakfast. "hey honey" she smiles. "hey mom." I kiss her cheek.

"dad's off to work?" I ask her. "yeah, he was in a hurry" she said with a hint of disappointment in her voice. "he'll come back home early." I say "hopefully." I add.

"well, enough rumbling and have your breakfast." she said and I smile as she hands me a glass of freshly brewed orange juice and pancakes with apple syrup.

"thanks mom" I sing and dig into my meal. "this is your last tearm in high school, you know that?" she asks.

"I know, well, I'm trying my best." I tell her. "you sure do." she smiles. I soon get done with my meal and wipe my lips with a napkin.

"see you after school mom." I smile."see you." she mirrors my smile. I run out of the house to catch the public bus and I was right on time.

It stops and I hop in and get my self a comfortable seat.

My family isn't so well off but that's not a challenge because my family is able to take care of us, my dad works so hard to give us a better life. I was able to build my reputation for being proud of my self, I know my self and confident for who I am.

Soon, the bus arrived and we all got off making me rush into the hallway where I find Kate gossiping with some random girls. I roll my eyes.

She has always been the gossip queen. Sometimes I wonder how much she's watched gossip girls.

I walk towards my locker and she seems to have noticed me because she dismissed the girls and walked over to me. "I fucking hate you." she points at me.

"what did I do?" I ask her. "your texts annoy me. Don't you think I know that school sucks?" she asks and I chuckle. "I know, I just beat you at complaining." I say and she rolls her eyes.

"what? Is it a crime?" I chuckle once more. "I wish." she said pulling out her lip gloss and adds to the current one. "I herd there is a new Lit teacher." she said. "you always know everything. Where did you get that from? You don't even take Lit." I asked pulling out my books and putting them in my bag.

"I have my ways girl." she smiles proud of her self. "I see." I chuckle. To the rest of the school, we were seen as the mean girls but in reality, we are just nerds who like talking random shit, we aren't even on the cheerleader group.

Kate is afraid of heights and I'm short as fuck, my parents say I'm same height with Sabrina Carpenter. Well, yes I am but duh who cares.

Soon, Adam walks over to us and Kate rolls her eyes. "look whose here" she said and I roll my eyes too. "hey Adam." I greet him as he opens his locker. "hey." he said pulling out his books.