self love - bangchan

ngh

Well hai! this story is obviously about Bangchan, but no ships! it's called
self love for a reason.

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Bangchan's pov.

I whimpered as I was in my room massaging my aroused cock as I held onto my bed sheets, why was I so horny..

"fuck.." I wanted to just have someone to help me, but they will think I'm weird..I promise to myself I will never tell no one.

I went back to masturbsting as I sat up, I licked the cum off my fingers then I layed down on my back "first time.." I started to finger myself.

Opening my legs as this was feeling so good, once my dildos arrive I will use them right away, I can't wait anymore.

I need them.

I was feeling good as I was using my middle and ring finger to finger myself, I curled my fingers, moaning as I felt my inside.

"Ah.." I whispered softly, then I let out some quiet and pleasured gasps, I bit my lip as I took my fingers out and in.

I arched my back my head falling into the pillow, my eyes were looking at the ceiling, my other hand was in my left nipple.

"I wanna come again.." I moaned loudly as the cum came out of my dick, it didn't come out, it squirted out of me, I watched it as it splashed onto my stomach.

Holy- shit. How was I able to produce so much semen? It's kind of weird, I could fill up over three water bottles after cuming more than two times.

Do I really need someone's help?

Do I really need someone?

I guess I would kind of rather do it alone, it's better, and you can practically do it whenever and wherever you want.

You don't have to wait.

I bit my lip as I pulled my fingers out, I looked at my sticky fingers, I licked the semen, I loved the way I tasted.

I loved the semen I produced, and I am kind of glad I live alone, I don't have to have anyone bother me.

I kneeled on the bed, I leaned my stomach to the bed, I sighed as I sat up and stretched, it had been a few hours since I started to masturbate and finger myself.

I could keep going on, but I took a minute to look at my bedsheets, they were all wet, semen still coming out of my ass hole.

They were all messed up due to my grip, so I decided to try and see how it will feel like, I grabbed a pillow.

I got on it and started humping it slowly, I bit my lip as I masturbated while moving back and forth.

I guess this does feel nice, the feeling of my wet hole on the covers of the pillow feels good. After I cummed.

I licked my cum, I started humping faster feeling pleasure as I couldn't stop moaning and yelling.

The feeling of this was amazing, I couldn't stop, it was addicting, it was probably eleven of the night.

A little too early, so I kept going, I leaned my stomach down, I humped the pillow, smiling, I was able to do this freely.

I was enjoying this so much, so I just grabbed a cigarette, lit it up. I took a drag and exhaled the smoke, I had stopped for a minute.

My hand was on the pillow, I was doing one of my favorite hobbies, smoking, and after humping a pillow?

Damn, I really love pleasuring myself huh? I mean it's better because you can do whatever you want, you can do it softly.

Harshly, slowly, fast, and you can feel both, if you're fingering yourself. You can feel how your fingers are touching your insides.

And you can feel your insides, which is better than anything, you can even record yourself and people won't come in.

Unless you don't live alone- wait! I just got an idea..

I grabbed my phone and placed it on the table where my table is, once I pressed record I went to the bed.

After a few minutes of recording I was fingering myself, I now had the camera in my hand, I put it in front of my hole.

The camera showing how my fingers were going in and out. My moans never stopping, this feels amazing.

I never want to stop, all I'm doing is loving myself, I put the camera in front of my nipples and I spit on it, squeezing them with the hand I was fingering myself with.

I looked at the camera, the camera now pointing to my face, I fingered myself, the camera now showing how I licked the semen off the middle and ring finger.

I looked at myself in the camera, I looked gorgeous with the semen all over my face, ngh..

After I stopped recording, I checked the video while laying on my back, masturbating my dick up and down.

Watching the video made me more aroused, if I wanted to post it somewhere, my classmates will find it.

They will put it in the school page and everyone will bully me, I can't risk it! People already call me the cut kid.

Because apparently I cut myself, now I can't be seen as the kid who masturbates and fingers himself!!

This could be normal since all you're doing is pleasuring yourself, but people are just annoying and weird.

Well yeah it may look weird but I can't risk it, I love my semen, I just don't want to show I do.

So I took a picture of my face, and had a few stains of semen, I had a cigarette on my mouth, I posted it on my Instagram, I lied as I put on the caption.

"Cigarettes after sex"

After a few minutes my classmates started to comment.

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No way the cut kid already had sex

I thought he was virgin!?

He smokes?

He got more bitches than me.

I swear he kind of looks cute.

Hey!!

ISN'T IT BANGCHAN?!!?!?!?!?

Crazy

WHO WAS IT?

All I could do was smile, they believe everything they see in the internet.

"Idiots" I murmured.

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THAT WAS ALL FOR THIS CHAPTER AYAAYAYAYAY, I FINISHED IT IN ONE DAY!!! GO READ MY BOOK "Your Majesty" OH, CHEFFS KISS.

Sorry for the caps >_<