living together - gongfourz -

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"ofcourse i didnt"

jaehyun suddenly stood up and i looked at him confused "I FUCKING KNEW IT YOU BITCH" i punched his stomach to shut him up "dude! why r u so damn loud?" i said and he sits back down

"i fucking KNEW IT, bro the look i saw on ur face when I mentioned him when i asked u for our yearbook said it ALL." i sighed and looked at my mannequin. "i thought i did, i really did but after i saw him. I dont know man. I suddenly felt all my feelings come back when i made eye contact with him"

he lays back down "cant blame u" i look at him "felt the same time with woonhak?" He js sighed and i chuckled

"its just. hard you know? i really loved him and suddenly seeing him after all these years made me feel overwhelmed." i said and we stay quiet

soon it was 11pm. "wanna go back?" i said and he nodded. as we walked in the halls, we spotted taesan and woonhak leaving our dorm. we made eye contact. you could hear a pindrop from how silent it is

as i looked at taesan, i dont know what got hold of me but i just bursted. tears rushed to my eyes and slowly fell down; i felt all my emotions that i bottled up all those years just shattered. i knew jaehyun was feeling the same as he held his tears back and looked down

we didnt know what to do at that moment. all you could hear were my cries and sniffs from jaehyun

next thing i knew, he was holding me in his arms as i was crying on his shoulder pathetically. the 4 of us ended up in their dorm room. jaehyun and i still crying while taesan and woonhak trying to calm us down "whyd you suddenly breakdown hyun? are you ok?" he asked me in that soft voice that i dreaded to hear but i couldn't answer

so i lied, kinda "it been hard." he tilted his head "ever since senior year or highschool its been tough. and ever since that fight in the party. i felt like you hated me.. i never wanted you to hate me. and thats when i knew i couldnt keep contact with you so i gave up" i gasped for air "and when i bumped into you earlier. i felt all the emotions burst out" i cried again.

he hugged me and i continued crying, what? it wasn't completely a lie was it?

then i woke up.

sweating and breathing heavily as tears rolled down my face. we were still at the workroom. i checked the time and it was 2:27am.

it was all a dream?

i looked at jaehyun who was fast asleep. it was all just a dream.

then i fell back asleep

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guys im SO sorry for the last post 😔😔 i was REALLY busy these past few days so i couldnt complete this chapter on time ☹️☹️

i am now working on chapter 20 so maybe it will come in a week but idk 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

again, very story for the last release ☹️