poems about my depression

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Hi, I wrote these when I was 13. They're all cringey as shit. They were all written sometime between October 2018 and January 2019. It's all about suicide, self harm, and my eating disorder. I have recovered from all of these. I am over a year clean from self harm. I haven't attempted in like 2 years. And I have been in recovery for what I know now is bulimia, I thought it was anorexia so that's what I put in the description, for around 2 years. I still struggle with thoughts and urges, but I'm medicated, in therapy, and (arguably) most importantly... I have a very good support system. I'm finally publishing these, because I have wanted to the whole time, but I think it wouldn't have been healthy for me to do it before. When I was actively struggling a lot, posting about those struggles would have only made me feel worse. I now feel disconnected enough from these feelings for it to be safe. I would say that I hope you enjoy... but these poems aren't very good, so you probably won't.

- Bojack <3