I Hope If You Ever Hear my Name...

Stressed.

The police said they would be here in two hours 6 hours ago and in an hour an hour and a half ago and they are STILL not here. The sos asked me if if i believed the police would come or not and i shook my head and shed a tear... but they PROMISE me they will today. They just say "the police are running late."
I am sleeping on the floor every day and everynight because of the tarantula being........................ somewhere in my room, unseen, but not unheard. Thismorning i woke up and got up at 6am because i heard the sound of him crawling somewhere. I'm scared in my room but i have no choice but to be in there.
Today I was given my 40 euros for the end of the month, thankfully, by "Natalie Sarrei." I only spent 15 euros of it and have saved the rest - probably for Topaz to get books or for my daughter Caitlin to have.... she will choose as much money as she wants from my wallet anyway and I will let her have it. "Pamela" says she/he will come to see me either tomorrow or on Thursday. i will just check my e-mails to see when... hang on.
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No e-mail to sa tomorrow and she/he has not called the 2CHNP" to say tomorrow either. I am desperate to get out of here........ I wait for the police patiently and desperately.
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I just passed out and fell asleep on the floor for about 20 minutes. Nobody i here cared, of course, they all assumed I was dead.
"Oh bother..." they say as I get up again and continue writting. "No! She's not dead!!!" I hear "natalie" say..... told you so.
I laugh because I find this morbidly amusing. Oh! I heard the police earlier on saying to give me the prescription and let me go or they are under arrest but they didn't care, they didn give me anything and they didn't let me go and they i guess are waiting for the police who will never come as I hear the police say, "we have heard from GOG...." I SCREAM. "he says to wait... we are not coming now..." I SCREAM!!!!!! That's not God! I tell the police. Come, help, sos, hurry, do not waste another second, do not hesitate, and fucking win the battle of Armageddon!!!!!!
"Understood."
(I didn't mean that to sound so funny.)
I'm going to sleep now. Night. Been asleep all day today aside from going outside and all day yesterday. 

Write it Theosire: God commanded: Life.

The next day..............

I am here and awake! Yaaaaayyyy! Sing along - Today this could be the greatest day of our lives... I pray to be awake all day long and to be saved today. I might finally be expecting the postman!
Last night more spiders were put on me.... three terantulas. I threw myself off the floor and went to smoke, and when I got back GOD had blessed me with a miracle: Unseen, unheard and unfelt they were. I woke up to being stung by wasps twice and to the sound of machine guns going off one very other floor.... the morning started as per normal and usual. I asked the SOS "what is that sound?"
"Machine guns."
"Machine guns. Hm." and promptly fell asleep until about 8:30am from 6:30am.
I've just got back from outside. The morning was white grayish cotton wool color all over the sky, more like fog than clouds and it still looks like that. It's raining outside. I love the rain. I went to the charity shop and bought a navy top for two euros, and I got two 80 cents coffees. i still have thirty euros but I am saving it for when I see Caitlin, which God willing will be tomorrow. She arrives back from holiday either today or tomorrow morning and will come to see me in the afternoon with "pamela2 who i am very thankful for brining becuase I have missed Caitlin a lot and i love her dearly. I hope she has had a nice time on holiday and that "ben2 wasn't too harsh - I hope he was nice to her. GOD is brining Caitlin back safely. I didn't get to call my children yesterday as I fell asleep but I promise today and I have promised Elija for Little Lucas - perhaps after lunch I will call him.
Last night I came up with a revelation about The Holy Bible..... but the world would never believe, so I am going to keep it a secret between me, God, Jesus, my Guardian Angel and all Holy Angels.
Archangel Metatron stole all the entirety of the breakfast ceriel thismorning so I am very hungry right now. Lunch in an hour and a half. (It's 10:38am.) There were only volenteer staff on duty over the last few days so I managed to have about 6 bowls of coffee for breakfast, but today "Guillume" and "Pierre" were working so I only managed four tiny cups, and I mean really tiny. They are like childrens teacups, not adult sized mugs to give you an idea. Oh well. I then went out and fot two more coffees so that made me happy.
I still have no e-mail from "pamela" to say she/he is coming to see me today so i am assuming she will bring Caitlin tomorrow, although we have no call or e-mail confirming that either. I'm expecting confirmation today. I should get 30 euros more to see Caitlin and go to Topaz. Topaz is a big shopping center in a small village called Mersch which Luxembourg call a town - to give you an idea of how small Luxembourg is, it takes about 10-15 minutes to walk from one side to the other of the town, if that. It's only slightly larger than what they call the villages which take about 5-10 minutes to walk through.
Yesterday the people were saying, "we'll rape you..."
"Yes, yes."
"In a minute." said the security guard. I walked into the dining room for the food and drink break and "Goseppe" walked past me saying, "you're going to be raped." whispering it to me. The SOS heard. The asked me to confirm what he said and i told them and they agreed. They told the people here to give me the prescription and let me go or they are under arrest - They say they do have a court order - but these cultists refuse to let me go free or give me anything.... expecting the police today God willing.
I'll get back to you later.

With love from GOD, Jesus, Michael-Theosire, Angel and all Holy Angels of GOD.