Fear

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I have a fear. a very big fear and this fear is not being able to forget what i want to forget. i have a fear that everything and anything i've done wrong will never get out of my mind. i know things can't permanently be forgotten but it's something i don't want to remember all the time. i want to be able to forget because if i can't forget, i can't possibly move on. for some people, they've messed up so many times that forgetting becomes a natural thing. not even, they don't find the need to forget. but i'm not one of those people. i'm such a good person that everything i do would end up reminding me of my mistakes. i've had a handful of them which makes that even harder for me. if i can't forget, then how do i possibly live with knowing all that i've done wrong?

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 12, 2015 ⏰

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