Sofia's POV
"Bakit? Bakit ang bigay sa pakiramdam? Bakit pakiramdam ko ang sama kong tao sa mga kwentong na ririnig ko tungkol sakin, kahit ba isa sa inyo may nag tanong sakin kung totoo yang mga na ririnig niyo about sakin? Hindi diba?" Hindi ko gustong mag self pity sa harapan nilang lahat.
'It hurt so bad na pag hindi ko pa to nilabas baka isang araw bigla na lang akong sumabog bigla'.
Gustong lumapit sakin ni Jm but I step back.
"Wag mo kong lapitan" mahinang sabi ko kay Jm sapat lang para marinig niya.
"Sopia, please" paki usap sakin ni Jm.
"You're concerned about what other people would tell you diba pag lumapit ka sakin? So don't come near me"
"Don't act as if this is for my own good this is for your ego to be feed not mine, hindi ko kasalanan na madudumi ang isip niyong lahat para isipin na may malisya lahat ng ginagawa ko. Yes, I like you and I hate myself for liking a coward like you" hindi ko na maexplain yong na raramdaman ko sa sobrang sakit para na akong namamanhid na miski luha wala ng na tulo.
"Thank you for making me numb" mapait na sabi ko sa kanilang lahat bago ako tuloyang umalis.
We all lived in a big house together for almost 3 years and I didn't know na masisira lahat ng mga pinag samahan namin ng dahil lang sa inggit at miss understanding.
The world is cruel no? It so hard to build a happy memories with your love ones pero ang dali dali nitong mabura ng dahil sa maliit na bagay at sa walang kwentang bagay.
A year and half had past........
I moved to new place, I transferred to different and far school and had my new hobby now which is singing in my uncle's restubar.
Thankfully it help me moved on even though it was hard.
I was busy cleaning my guitar when someone call me.
('Kuya Dong is calling')
"Yes? Napa tawag ka kuya Dong?" Tanong ko kay kuya Dong.
('Na kita ko Kasi post mo na may gig ka later may mini reunion kasi tayo ng mga old housemates natin okay lang ba na don tayo sa restubar ng uncle mo if ever? Hindi ka Kasi nag seseen sa gc natin') sagot ni kuya Dong sakin.
"Oo naman, I'll tell my uncle na lang para mabigyan tayo ng discount kung itutuloy man ang reunion natin"
('Okay I'll tell them na lang later thank you') sagot ni kuya Dong sakin saka pinatay yong call.
Ayuko sana talagang sumali sa reunion nila dahil na tatakot ako sa pwede kong maramdaman pag nakita ko sila.
Reunion day.......
I was singing casually in my uncle's restubar when kuya Dong called me.
"Sophia! Otw na daw sila are you okay na ba?" Tanong sakin ni kuya Dong.
"Of course" naka ngiting sagot ko kay kuya Dong.
A few moments later.....
They arrive on time but aren't complete. Yes, Jm and Jas aren't here there are part of me na parang na bunutan ng tinik but after an hour they arrive together and Jas is pregnant.
'Sabi ko na bad idea to eh'.
"Sorry, I didn't know" pag hingi ng tawag sakin ni kuya Dong.
"It's okay, matagal naman na yon" naka ngiting sabi ko kay kuya Dong.
"Kumpleto na pala tayo let's eat now kanina pa kami na gugutom" basag ni Jarren sa katahimikan na namuo samin.
Agad din namang sumang ayon ang mga kasama Namin tahimik lang din kami habang na kain ng mag salita si Jas.
"So this is your new hobby now? To work in a bar?" Sarcastic na tanong sakin ni Jas.
But I don't want her to win again this time so smile and answer her question.
"Yeah, in a bar I sing her when I have my free time pinag patuloy ko yong course ko I stop for almost a year because of some reason" naka ngiting sagot ko kay Jas na nag paismid sa kanya alam ko kung anong sagot yong gusto niyang marinig muna sakin at hindi ko ibibigay sa kanya yon.
"Really, I thought you already move on after you left" Hindi na tapos ni Jas ang sasabihin niya dahil nag salita si Jm.
"Jas, that's enough" saway ni Jm kay Jas.
"It's fine, don't worry Jm and especially you Jas I already moved on very long time ago so don't have to bring the things happened before" seryosong sabi ko kay Jas saka ako umalis.
"Aalis na ako don't worry about the bills I already paid for it, ayuko ng masira ang gabi niyong lahat" paalam ko sa kanilang lahat saka ako tuloyang umalis.
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Names, characters, businesses, places, events, locales, and incidents are either the products of the author's imagination or used in a fictional manner.
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