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Mia POV

Sahara and I lugged our bags to our hotel room. I opened the door with the keycard and plopped my bag on the table and instantly going to the bathroom. I stripped getting ready to take a shower. I turned the water on and waited for it to heat up. I turned around to look in the mirror and stared at myself and my body. Maybe this is why Cj wanted to fuck somebody else. I turned around looking at my butt. I don't even see why I followed through with being with him being that he likes thick girls. My butt is flat and will never be fat unless I got in the gym. My stomach is pudgy, my boobs are small. I don't even know why anyone would wanna be with me at all.

Maybe what he did was valid, maybe I did deserve that. I don't have any kind of body or curves to offer, so what did I expect?

I sighed and grabbed my phone and went to instagram.
I typed in bellaimani in the search bar and looked through her pictures. She was so pretty. She was short and slim thick. Cj had liked almost all of her pics, except for the most recent few. I went to Cj's page looking over his pictures and going through his likes and. There were so many pretty girls in his likes, maybe I was foolish to think I'm the only girl he was talking to or would have eyes for.

I felt my eyes getting glossy and silently cried in the bathroom. The shower was running so hopefully Sahara couldn't hear me. I finally got in the shower, washing my body and thinking about the messages I had read between him and her earlier.

"Mia you ok?" Sahara yelled as she knocked on the bathroom door. I had been zoned out in the shower I didn't even realize how long I'd been in there. "Yes" I said back as I quickly turned the shower off. I wrapped my towel around me, trying not to look at myself in the mirror, and walked out of the bathroom.

Sahara laid in the other bed watching TV. I changed into my pajamas and got in my bed. I checked my phone to see 10 missed calls and 5 texts from Cj. For some reason I was happy to see he had reached out. I couldn't lie and say I didn't still have feelings for him. I wanted him to reach out to me and say something, tell me it was all made up or something.

I opened the texts first.

Cj ❤️
Baby
Can you pick up the phone?
Can we talk in person
Why u not answering bra
I love you 🤦🏽‍♂️

Omniscient

Mia twisted her lips to the side reading the messages. She didn't know how to feel. She felt relieved that he still cared, but she always still felt betrayed. Mia screenshotted the messages and sent them to Sahara. Saharas phone dinged and she looked at the screenshot. Sahara looked over at Mia.

Sahara sighed. "Answer when he call you back. See what he say" she said simply. Sahara understood how it felt to get cheated on. She had been through a similar situation a year prior. She wasn't going to judge any of Mia's decisions. She felt like Mia should get 100% clarification on the situation and then make her decision from there. Sahara would tell her what she felt that she should do, but at the end of the day she was gonna support her friend no matter what.

Like she said, Cj eventually called again 3 minutes later. "Look" Mia said holding the phone up toward Sahara. "Answer" Sahara said.

Mia answered the phone. "Hello?" She said lowly. "Come outside" Cj said. "W-what?" Mia said. "How did he even know what hotel we're at?" she thought.

"I'm in the front" he said. "I don't wanna see you right now" Mia lied. She wanted to see him so bad. She didn't know why. Cj sighed. "I know you don't Mia but we need to talk. Come on" he said.

Mia sighed and hung up. She got up and threw on some sweat pants over her pajama shorts. "I'll be right back" she said as she grabbed her purse and key card. "Ok. Let me know when you get down there" Sahara said. Mia nodded and left out the door.