𝑯𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒅 • ᴍɪʏᴀ ᴀᴛꜱᴜᴍᴜ x ꜰᴇᴍᴀʟᴇ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ: ongoing

II: 𝑮𝒐𝒕 𝑴𝒆 𝑭𝒖𝒄𝒌𝒆𝒅 𝑼𝒑

HOOKED (CHAPTER 2):
GOT ME FUCKED UP

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Atsumu does his best to keep his composure. He looks away and chugs the remaining liquid from his cup when he loses sight of you. His newfound friends kept on talking, but the words they say just goes over his head. Now that he saw you again, his mind was overflowing with flashbacks from that night — the same night that kept you awake for weeks.

He instantly remembers being ashamed because of how he tried contacting you the next day. Typically, he's the one receiving messages the next morning after hookups, but ever since you left him right after the session, it made him question himself.

"Didn't I do well?"

"Why did she suddenly leave? I made her cum, twice even."

"Why did she act like I'm the only one who enjoyed the sex?"

Those are some of the questions Atsumu proceeded to ask himself right after you stormed out of the room. He vividly remembers how ridiculous he looked circling around the whole house looking for you. Little did he know you immediately went home after that, running away from embarrassing yourself even further.

That was what you were feeling after having sex with him — embarrassed. Despite having an amazing time with him, the idea of Atsumu ghosting you after getting what he wanted put you in disdain, thus forcing yourself to keep his messages unreturned.

You never left his mind since that night, which bothered him, to a great extent, on how your little acquaintance together left a mark tattooed on himself — a mark he struggled brushing off.

Your presence isn't new to Atsumu, given you were mostly with Suna, he's already made aware of you. He actually found you pretty attractive and hot, but he subsequently backed off upon hearing that you had a boyfriend.

Atsumu weren't expecting anything to happen between the two of you that night, but the way you looked at him while he was doing body shots with a random girl rushed him into impulsivity, hence the overhearing of your conversation with Tiffany. Only from that moment he knew you were single, that's why he took his chance, grabbing the opportunity like an open door, of flirting with you.

He thought it'd be all over once he had a taste of you, but he was wrong. It took him every ounce of his strength not to message you the next morning, which he obviously failed at. Texting you with the intent of keeping in touch with you was already a step on his ego, more so when you didn't reply to any of his texts. The first time he contacted a girl was also the first time he felt rejected, which he had trouble recovering from.

As a way of coping, Atsumu did sleep with another girl after you. He tried clearing his head by having sex with somebody else, but ever since what happened, he just couldn't grasp the fact that something definitely changed. With once a supposed enjoyable hookup became a dungeon of suppressed memories, and possibilities of what could've happened if he stopped you from leaving that night.

With clenched jaws, Atsumu hangs his head backward before taking a deep, steady breath. He stares at the stars above the dark sky, hoping it will calm him down and eventually just forgets about you.

"Hi," He looks at the girl who approached him. Atsumu runs his gaze up and down the female's body, checking her out.

The girl immediately blushes upon seeing Atsumu do that. She was eyeing him for a while now, seeing how hot and appealing Atsumu is, she had the help of her friend to get close to him — that friend being one of Atsumu's new acquaintances.