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I don't know you
You don't know me
You don't see me
I see you
The first line is a lie though
Because I do know you
Maybe even better than you.
I know you have a dark life
I have seen those ebony bruises
I have felt your ragged breath when you are scared
I have tasted those nicotine soaked lips
Above all I've seen you change when you see him.
You change yourself and hide....trying to be invisible.
But you have a truth inside you too
A truth that is evident to all
But you want to hide
Like how you like that one T Swizzle song
Like how you're a lightweight
Like how you're favourite colour is Coral
Like how my kisses mean nothing to you
Like how a look from that one boy drives you crazy.
Yes it will hurt to let you go
Like wiping clean the last memory of my father
But it'd be worse to lose you to this world of hate
The Game Plan is....
You will stop kissing me
You will stop touching me
You will stop confusing me
You will do two things to me
And those two things alone.
You will break my heart into two...
Rip it out!
Crush it!
And you will promise me that you will not deny your calling.
You will accept it
You will embrace it
And will not fake your existence.
You will go upto him
Confess your undying adoration for him
And apologize to him for denying that sickeningly sweet love you have....
For Him
- Your Former Lover xx