Here I am. 13 years later, from my break-up. My old dick boyfriend left me for some bimbo blonde. I didn't need him anyway. I'm just as better off on my own. Who needs him?
I let those thoughts rush through my head with confidence, as I was leaning on the edge of Matt's bed, staring into space at the wall.
My unfinished story I was writing was sitting next to me, opened and filled with notes on how to publish my book.
I flipped through the pages and was speed reading my paragraphs and re thinking on how to change it up a bit. With better grammar.
"Y/n?" Matt said, as footsteps were approaching his door.
I've been having feelings on Matt for a while now, but I didn't want to expose my feelings to him if he doesn't have the same for me. It's been bugging me all year, ever since I met him at vidcon. I'm a famous youtuber myself, and we met by him walking up to me and complimenting me on my dress.
And ever since then, it's been awesome. But I feel like I'm starting to catch feelings for him. And I pray every single night that I will have the courage to just let it out of me and tell him. But I'm afraid to.
The door swung open slightly, and Matt peeked in to see me.
"Hey, the car is started, and we're gonna be leaving soon."
I nodded, and he walked away. His lightly shaved beard was so cute, and he had kept it that way. Just last week, he let me cut his hair because it was getting too long.
I really liked the long hair, but he said he wanted something new for the new year. So I cut it for him.
We were visiting his parents in Massachusetts this week, and it was our last day when we would be leaving.
I got up, grabbed my backpack, and went downstairs to see Chris, Matt, and Nick giving their parents a group hug, and it made me feel so happy. I'm so glad their parents love them. Mine do too exactly the same, its just that I don't see them much.
"Oh y/n. Come join the group hug! Your apart of this family too." Mary Lou said as I smiled and then walked down to join them.
The warmth from everybody made me feel at home. Safe. Loved.
Something I have experienced before with my family.
Mary Lou kissed me on the forehead, and then we walked out in the garage to get in the rent-a- car.
"It's your turn to ride shotgun y/n!" Chris said, rolling down the window. I stopped and blushed, looking at Matt, knowing I would literally be 2 feet away from him.
I sat down in the car seat, flustered, not knowing what to say, and then Matt reached across me and rolled the window up.
His arm brushed against my chest slightly, and I gulped.
He smiled at me, and then we started to drive.
It must have been 30 minutes before I noticed that we were already at the airport, because the whole time I was frozen. I'm just staring at Matt.
His rings distracted me. Every time he turned the steering wheel, my heart filled with butterflies, and I was thinking to myself, do I actually have attractions to this man?
I shook my head, and we got out and walked inside the airport, and soon after, we departed onto LA.
I do not remember what happened from when we got to the airport to the time we left the plane to LA because my whole mind was focused on Matt the entire time.
We got back in the original sturniolo van, and then we were cracking jokes on the way, singing along to some hip hop songs, and then arriving at the sturniolos' house. It looked kind of small on the outside, but it was humongous on the inside.
Matt dropped Chris and Nick off and then proceeded to drive me home since I didn't have a car yet.
And then Matt suddenly-
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