Chains of the Crescent Moon

Ch. 5: Camp: A Taste of Tenderness, A World of Confusion

We arrived at camp today. Orion ran off to find out what he needed to do. I bunk with Eden for two of the five days we are here. We rotate in a few days, and I share with Justin for the rest of the trip. He is my group's leader and is only three years older than me. He is the same age as Orion and April.

Eden says he doesn't want in me; he wants me to be inside him instead because I make him feel good. That makes me happy. I hope I can get someone inside me, though. I feel a bit empty now.

Wow, gamma Tenzine came here today to check on our pack. He let me ride him a few times and knotted me once. I already missed that feeling. When he started to knot me, he smiled at me, telling me I was a man now.

I knotted Eden today. He begged me for it two more times that night. I never knew it felt that good to be tied to my friend. We kissed all night, and I woke up still inside him.

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Last night was my last night with Eden; after two nights of knotting him and holding each other as we fell asleep, it will be weird with Justin. Hopefully, he doesn't notice when I pleasure myself tonight.

I finally got to see Orion today at lunch. He asked me if everyone was being friendly to me. I'm not tall like the rest of my group; only Eden and I are close in height. Orion seemed happy when I said everyone was friendly to me, but he seemed to frown when I told him Tenzin came and checked on me. I wonder why he frowned at that. What's wrong with Tenzin?

The rest of the day passed by steadily as we learned about the rest of the pack structure and started trying to find our titles. I hope to become an alpha like Orion when I get my wolf.

I went to my new cabin today. Justin was in his bed, reading a book. He smiled when I came in and started going through all my stuff. Finally, I found my sleepwear. I asked if there was a place to change nearby. I was told no, but I could change here if I wanted.

Spending all the time with Kevin made me less shy because Justin's face and ears heated up as he watched me strip down and put on a shirt and shorts to sleep in. He quickly rolled over and told me to turn off the lights when I went to sleep, discarding his book on the cabin floor.

I read some notes I made today before hearing Justin's soft snore. I promptly turned off the lights, and, while still hearing his snore, I pulled my shorts down, pushing two fingers into my hole, and started to push and pull them out of me while I stroked myself. I must have been in a haze because I didn't even see Justin next to me until his mouth was sliding down my entire length. I pulled out my fingers and asked if he wanted to use me. 

He seemed shocked, but my night vision isn't as developed without my wolf. I swear I saw him tear up a bit. But the next thing I knew, he kissed me and pulled me to him. While Kevin was good, nothing felt as good as Justin's kisses and the feeling of him against me.

"Edward "I want to ask you something. You can tell me to stop and not answer anything I ask. But have you been raped? How long has it happened? Are you happy?"

I was" confused. What is rape? That's not a term we have in our pack. Anything a dominant wolf tells you to do is what you do. "I don't know what rape is. But I have been used many times. It's been off and on for years now. I can't tell you how many times. But I think I'm happy. Sometimes, it makes me sad, but then I am told I'm good."

Justi" starts to frown, looking apprehensive.

"You don't have to, Justin, but I would like you to use me. I have been told I'm a good boy. I even get called great words like slut and whore. Last time, I was told that I knew what to do to make a man happy. But that's only when they let me use my mouth. I mean they prefer to make me keep my mouth closed and make me hole available for them and their friends." I keep rambling. Each sentence I say seems to make Justin cringe a bit. Not sure what to do, "If I need to let your friends use me too I will. I just really want you to use me. You are really cute and kissed me really nice."

Justin sighed, not sure how he felt about the whole thing. Guessing he needs to teach me what rape is tomorrow. For now, he is just going to make me feel good. "Edward, do you mind if I make love to you? You don't have to, and you can tell me no. But I want you to know what real sex is and how this should be done."

I'm confused. Have I been doing it wrong all this time? "Umm, yes. I would like you to make love to me..." My confusion starts to leak through as I answer Justin. I see him nod as he slowly begins to strip and reveals the nicest-looking dick I have ever seen. He must be 22 ½ cm long and 12 cm wide. He is about 182 cm tall with lean, rippling muscles. I see his forest green eyes shimmer a little; his wolf must be showing a little, but it was too short of a shimmer for him to have wolf form. But he must be close. Justin's short, raven black hair gives him a mature look as he leans over me. I quickly strip out of my clothes and pull my legs up. I have to give him access, after all.

Justin pushes my legs down and crawls into bed with me. He pushes his skin against mine and starts to kiss my neck just above my collarbone, licking and nibbling my scent gland. A small moan escapes my mouth as he starts to rub his hands up and down my sides. My head fogs a bit as Justing starts to kiss, lick, nibble, and bite all across my body. My hand crawls along his skin, feeling the heat of his body. I gasp as he finally makes his way to my groin and starts to suck where my groin meets my leg. My dick starts leaking. He rubs his fingers in my precum, then starts to rub them at my entrance. Not long after, he slips in. His breathing becomes shallow as he starts to slide in and out of me. Each time he pushes in, I feel a heat spread inside my body, and my dick gushes more fluid out like a faucet turned all the way open.

"Justin, please, will you push inside of me? I need you!" My last words are like a shy keen, lighting a fire in Justin. He slides between my legs, lifting just enough to gain entrance to my hole. He slides in, and all I feel is pleasure. No pain as he bottoms out inside me. Catching my gasps and moans with his mouth,  he holds still and bites my bottom lip before licking my lip and then my neck.

"Edward. Are you ready for me to show you how much I want you and how good I can make you feel?"

"Yes, Justin. Make love to me." That was all it took before Justin started to piston himself in and out. Each time he rubs across my prostate, as I found out through our moaning conversation, he makes me feel so great that all I can do is gasp and moan for him. His breathing gets ragged as he continues to piston inside of me, speeding up faster and faster. His engorged member makes my insides feel the ultimate pleasure. Nothing can beat this. Justin lightly bites at my scent gland before pulling back, looking me directly in the eyes, then tells me to cum for him. I shudder as my body releases its load of cum at full speed, coating both of our chests and stomachs. My hole tightens, and I start to stroke Justin as he shoots inside of me. "Justin, please. I need you to knot me. Please. I need it." That's the last thing I remember before his knot swells inside me, and I black out.

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With the coming of dawn, I open my eyes and feel Justin behind me, holding me tight to his body. I shudder as his breath tickles my neck. I feel him smirk as his arms tighten around me even more. I never knew sex and being with someone could make me this happy or feel this good.

We cuddle and kiss for a while before he groans about the time, and we get up to get ready for the day. I couldn't help but stare at his perfect body and blush when he catches me staring before I finish getting ready. "Justin, will you, umm, kiss me right now, and maybe, umm make love to me again tonight?"

His smile could have lit up a night sky, and he seemed positively happy. "Yes, but we have to be quick. Also got to make sure I don't scent you too much, don't want anyone to find out and get mad at either of us. Okay?"

"Yes. I understand. Please kiss me!" Before I knew it, his hands pulled my face to his as I felt his thumbs rub my cheeks and his intoxicating scent of pine and sandalwood fill my nose. Wait, I can smell him? That's new. The kiss was quick but no less intense than our kisses last night. Justin turns and heads out of the cabin to the group leader's office to find out our schedule.

I also follow out, getting ready to close the door behind me before I'm shoved in, and Eden jumps in my lap. He begs me to have sex. But all I can think of is Justin. I feel saved when I hear the breakfast horn go off.

After a quick breakfast, my group splits up. One group will learn animal tracking, and the other will focus on pack dynamics. We need to learn how to hunt. I was told it comes in handy when hunting rogues. We get to switch tomorrow.