.𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮 𝓸𝓷 𝓭𝓲𝓼𝓬𝓸𝓻𝓭.

𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓸𝓷 𝓯𝓲𝓻𝓼𝓽 𝓼𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽

As alot of people I never trought id fall in love on a young age like i am now. I am 15 years old and have been alot on social media since its a reason for me to leave mentally the world of problems pain and more. Ending up finding an app with the Name Discord, am I so happy I installed the app. As I struggled to make any friends ive ended up playing Roblox. The app made me meet new people where I became really close with even ending up to get their Discord to talk on that app to video call or chat while playing games togheter. On a late evening around 2020 I was watching Youtube and found a channel named 'Glitch'. I watched the series Meta runner what I really liked. some months passed as they uploaded a new serie to start with. With the name 'Murder Drones' by Liam Vickers. I watched the first episode and became a big fan of it. As the days would pass every day I would go on the channel to see if they uploaded a new video to watch.

(𝙏𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙨𝙠𝙞𝙥)

Some days before the last video of 'Murder Drones' got uploaded i met 2 persons by a good friend of mine on Discord. Did i not know i met the love of my life at that minute. At first i didnt like who i saw that was in the group added. I wanted to leave the group since one of my old enemies got added. But i didnt since he was being friendly. So i was friendly back. I ended up sending him a friend request so we could talk in a prived chat. I found out we had alot in common and didnt understand that it was love on first sight. I loved the feeling i had to wake up early to talk to him and then to talk all day about anything. While my love for him grew I found out he was aromantic so the first thing I trought was he wouldnt fall for me but while the days pass he deleted the 'aromantic' and that was when i found out, did he love me? While more days passed i had told him abt "i feel a connection." and yeah he told me abt his ex girlfriend and why he didnt wanna date anyone anymore. And as after that i had asked him "if i ask you out would you accept?" and he indeed did accept it. We had some problems at the start and i could be alot dramatic but yeah, i was happy. At an evening terrible things happened and i got mad because i was stressing alot and blocked the love of my life who we will call 'vinnie' and he tried to end his life since he had problems mentally and i never looked out for that i was being the worse girlfriend you could have by not really caring about how would he feel if i blocked him. People began to yell at me in chats from servers to leave. I didnt notice what was happening... As i got added in a group with 9 members of it who were saying he died. That minute my heart stopped and everything around me fell into flow motion. I couldnt help but panic if it was a joke or not finding out the truth i started to cry. Thinking i would be a lonley swan. His sisted who we will call 'Jay' told me after some minutes of dark troughts "Amber, do you know that machine tthat beeps when someone is alive?" and at first i didnt understand what she was saying as one of my friends yelled "HE IS ALIVE". Id start to cry out of happyness but i was angry too at Vinnie since he tried to end it and didnt gave me the time to calm. But i cant blame him for it. As his sis gave him the phone to talk to me we talked a bit. And i was glad. God did save him.

(𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙨𝙠𝙞𝙥)

As over the time some days did pass again and he got better. I couldnt help but worry all the day. But i also couldnt help but thank god for saving my beloved boyfriend of the death. I was again the luckiest female because i had an amazing boyfriend at my side.

So now i can tell everyone, Love one first sight exists, even online.