SO RIGHT

Its whatever

Omniscient

Cj had arrived back to the house moping his way inside.

He walked inside tossing the keys on the counter.

"What happened twin?" Nico asked as he sat on the living room couch playing the game

Cj kissed his teeth and sat in one of the stools at the kitchen island. "Bruh she talking bout she need time to think. She finna go fuck another nigga bruh I already know what that mean" he said

"She prolly do need time to think for real, ain't no female finna be back buddy buddy after they nigga fucked another bitch" Nico said shrugging

Cj kissed his teeth. "Mannn.." he said before getting up to go in the room him and Mia were sharing.

Cj laid across the bed on his phone. He FaceTimed Mia but after 10 seconds of it ringing, was met with the FaceTime unavailable screen. He went on instagram to Mia's page; watching her highlights, and looking through her pictures. He watched her story seeing that she deleted the photo of their suitcases and the flowers he got her. This made him upset as he felt like she was trying to appear single to the public. He went to her twitter seeing that she'd tweeted "I gotta do what's best for me." a few hours ago. He scrunched his face up, assuming that this meant she was planning to leave him and do her. This made Cj angry. He understood he hurt her, but he couldn't understand why she would act like they were never together or he as if he didn't go all out for her birthday. He attempted to FaceTime her two more times but was met with no answer once again.

Cj hated being ignored. He always felt like if Mia wasn't answering, she had to be doing something she had no business doing. He already didn't trust females from how he'd seen they did his friends, brother, and other people he knew. He just knew he never wanted to be the guy whose girlfriend was getting "fucked"; this was his biggest fear. Mia not picking up made his blood boil, especially with the information she just found out. He felt very insecure about their relationship because of what he did. He felt like Mia was going to try to play get back and do something behind his back, and he wasn't going to let that happen.

Cj POV

After 3 times of trying to call Mia with no answer, I was getting pissed off. What the fuck could she be doing right now? We in Cali and she ain't doing nothing but sitting in that room with Sahara. The only reason she would have to not be picking up right now is if she met a nigga in the hotel and is fucking him right this second.

My anxiety began to get worse and worse. I went in my suitcase and pulled out a bag a weed that I smuggled into my jeans pocket. I went outside on the back patio, rolled up and smoked.

About 10 minutes into me smoking I realized that Mia still never hit me back. I went to my contacts and called Sahara.

"Hello?" Sahara answered
"Where Mia at" I instantly asked

"She in the bed watching tv why?" Sahara said as she turned her head to look over at Mia

"Then why the fuck she not answering the phone?" I asked scrunching my face up

I could hear Mia say something lowly in the back.

"What she say?" I said

"She said she not ready to talk to you right now" Sahara said

I kissed my teeth. "Bruh what the fuck you mean? We can't get on the phone now?" I retorted

"Cj you literally did some fucked up shit what's wrong with her not being ready to be cool and talk right now?" Sahara asked

"Bruh I'm talking to Mia" I said back

"Hang up" I could hear Mia say lowly

Sahara then hung up the phone.

"Fuck!" I yelled as I threw my phone on the patio table.

I already apologized and shit to Mia. And she know I didn't mean for none of this to happen. She know I love her and only want her, but I'm not finna keep kissing nobody ass.

I picked my phone back up and went to text Mia.

"If you ready to say fuck this relationship and go fuck another nigga just let me know now." I typed. I read over it before taking another pull from my blunt and sent it.

I put her messages on mute and turned on Sneaky Links by Rod Wave.

I finally finished my blunt and went to go check and see if Mia had replied. I went to the messages seeing that she had never responded. I kissed my teeth and got on instagram. If she wanna go be a hoe and talk to another nigga then imma let her. Ain't no nigga perfect and if she can't forgive me then she never truly loved me like I love her. If the shoe were on the other foot I would forgive her.

As I was on Instagram I saw that my brother posted me on his story for my birthday. I replied to his story and then realized that about 4 people had followed me from his post. I went to their pages seeing that they were all older females around my brother age. I looked through their pictures, followed all of them back,
and continued to respond to everybody's happy birthday posts of me.

I sighed and went back in the house to get in the bed. Nico was still in the living room playing the game but I just wasn't in the mood to play with him.

Mia wasn't talking to me and my stomach was in my ass right now so I just went to sleep. I ain't had a fucked up birthday like this in a minute.