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SO LIKE.
okay. today in my 3rd hour, at the end of class blueberry kinda talked to me, and he's very different talking to girls lemme tell ya
with his friends and stuff he's like his normal self and he's really cool and fun and silly but talking to me he like is way more awkward and a bit less like nonchalant and more like polite(????)
anyways, its so cute.
I walked him to his 5th hour (on mondays we skip the study hall and have shorter days) and I told him that he should sit with me and cherry on the bus today 😋😋
so uhm am I rizzy??? (kidding...haha 🙂😐🙂😐)
anyways he said yes and all that and sadly walked into his 5th hour (he hates it) and I walked off to mine
anyways
on the way to the bus at the end of the day I told cherry everything it was soooo exciting and when we got on we spent like a whole minute figuring out where everyone was gonna sit 😭😭
me and blueberry sat next to eachother 😋
it was nice
anyways we talked and stuff and when I had to get off I told him that we should like hang out and stuff
so we made a plan to hang out that night 😭
he came over to my house and we just kinda lurked around outside nothing special and eventually I forced cherry to come hang out with us because I am not doing this by myself anymore.
when cherry comes to hang out with us its way less awkward because she keeps conversation flowing so much better than I do
anyways I had them leave after hanging out for awhile, bc I had to go a thing for my little brother 😭
and everyday me and blueberry sit next to eadhother on the bus, and talk in class, and walk together in the hallways.
buuut even as were becoming friends...
why am I losing feelings chat 😰
I have not a clue but I like dont have a crush on him anymore. WHAT HAPPENED
so now im just gonna be friends with him, I feel really bad though 😭
I mean, I already have beanie boy, and trust me I can not let that one go guys 😭
but there's one other guy.
🙁
BUT OH MY LORDY LORD.
this guy
he's like every girls first hispanic, tan, short, long dark hair middle part dream 🎀
and like he's so fine guys 🙁
and he is such a silly goose and the reason I even have a crush on him is because he's always LOOKING AT ME in Spanish.
my brotha sits in the very front and im in the very back so it is very obvious when he's LEANING BACK AND TURNING AROUND 😭😭🙏 (IM NOT DELUSIONAL)
I have him in my 6th and 8th hour and like in my 8th hour we sit like all the way accross the room but still facing eachother and well well well guess who I have to literally avoid eye contact with the whole 50 minutes 😭 (not that I mind 🥰)
but like.
why am I already having a ton of boy stuff happening its literally my 3rd week of school 😓
we will call this new guyyyy
uhmmmm
this is hard guys there's not a lot of fruit left.
