the smiling paradox

meetup

Park Seoyun's Pov :

Holding my hand into Yoongi's we entered the hospital.  Tears rolling down my eyes as we rushed towards my dad's room.

The door slammed opened , the nurse nodded.

I grabbed Yoongi hand and walked in.

Seeing my dad on the bed made guilty..made me sick ... made me feel as I wasn't enough towards him.

I walked towards the bed as I wiped my tears and sat beside him.

I looked at his face. Caressing with my hand.

"My cupcake" his voice was low but I could see his smile covering his pain.

"I'm here dad" I smiled wiping my tears

"Take care of yourself okay? , I know my daughter will never let me down" he smiled again.

"take care of my cupcake, Yoongi, i trust you." Dad smiled, and Yoongi nodded.

"Dad-" he cut me off and replied " i should go now" he smiled at me again, which probably made my heart sink.

"Dad.. don't say like that.. I am always with you.. dont leave me  alone.." I started crying as I held his hand close to my chest.

"Don't worry , im always with you ". He smiled at me as I could see the pain he's hiding.

And suddenly...I could see his smile fade and eyes closed.

"DAD! DAD WAKE UP- DAD!" Tears rolled down my eyes. As I realized it's a dream.

PRESENT DAY

I sighed deeply rubbing my forehead as I dreamt about it again.

It's been the same since my dad passed away...since 2 years. And I get the same dream every single day . Like mostly recalling the incident again and again. My dad died due to heart attack , it was only me who knew what and how my dad suffered and the efforts he took to raise me up .  My mom died in a car accident when i was a kid , maybe 6 or 7? I don't remember though. But im still crying and thinking about it again and again.  Maybe i haven't just moved on?. I haven't told about this crazy dream or you can call it a trauma to anyone yet because I don't have anyone. Except my best friend Yoongi.

I sighed as I got up from my bed as it was evening.. I spent my whole day , my whole Sunday on my bed.

I was basically starving, As I walked towards Yoongi's  room, and  slightly knocked. He didn't answer though maybe he was sleeping ?, I knocked it again but no answer. So I grabbed the doorknob and opened the door. Only to see a empty bed.

I sighed as I gave Yoongi a ring.. but still no answer. Maybe he was busy? He must be at the station right now? Working. I slid my phone in my pocket and decided myself to go a restaurant as I was lazy to cook.

Grabbing my wallet,  and keys , I walked out and sat in my car as I drove towards my favorite restaurant.

There was a lot of traffic like crazy.

I sighed as I drove and reached the restaurant.

I took a seat at a coffee table , staring at my menu I decided to get a hamburger and as usual. Hamburger at this place totally tastes different.  Like I mean really delicious.

I held up a hand , "What would you like to have?" The waitress walked in and asked politely. "Ammm hamburger with sprite!" I smiled at her.  She replied with a smile "Ill be right back" . And walked out.

I deeply sighed as I felt tired each and every minute.. it's not that I slept to much.. it's going on since months.. maybe a year?

It's just been a year since I got a job as a detective. Yoongi helped me getting this job and also guides me. No doubt as it was my childhood dream. My dad was also a detective at Busan. He was the one who inspired me basically my only role model and sometimes i do feel maybe his past case is somewhat connected to my dad's death.

I sighed again as I saw crowd of people, I guess families?  basically the whole restaurant was filled. Maybe because it was a sunday? The only empty seat was the one opposite mine.

I sighed again as I felt restless.. probably tired.. as I looked out of the window.. admiring the night sky.

"Excuse me?, can I sit here? " an unknown guy smiled and asked.

I met his gaze , his voice was gentle, dressed in black, tall and slim heart shaped bright smile with charming eyes.

I was lost in his eyes. I've never seen a attractive guy like him.

"Excuse me?" He asked again. "Oh- Yeah- Su- sure" I nodded.

He sat on the seat opposite mine.

Basically we were on a same small table.

I gulped as it was awkward..lol.. getting lost in a strangers look. Maybe he was different?  Lol how stupid I could be.

He smiled at me and my heart skipped a beat.

I was lost again..in his eyes I guess?

He smiled again.. and once more my heart skipped beat.

His hand moved closer to mine as I turned red and realized..

"Can I get the menu?" He asked nervously. I chuckled nervously as I gave him the menu. It was right under my elbow.

SEOYUN you are SERIOUSLY STUPID pt.1

He didn't look at the menu though and called the waitress and asked for a hamburger and sprite.

why would he order the same thing as mine?

Probably a coincidence.

SEOYUN you are REALLY STUPID pt.2

I sighed deeply as he looked at me and said.. "you alone here?"

I nodded.

He nodded back.. I didn't reply him bcz it's just  awkward to keep a convo with a stranger whose literally looking handsome, around my age i guess? Having a heart shape , brightest smile and those muscle- I mean they were visible, Through his tight tshirt.

I gulped again as I waited for my order.  I was starving as fuck.

"Okay so let me introduce myself " he smiled brightly , I gave him nod.

TO BE CONTINUED...

AUTHOUR : ITS JUST THE START I MEAN A SHORT INTRO TO MAKE YALL CURIOUS BUT I HOPE IT ISNT CRINGE AND MEANINGLESS LOL SORRYYY. ILL UPLOAD THE 2ND CHAPTER SOON! STAY TUNED🫶🏻