Letters to Diana // h.s.

security

Dear Diana,

Why are you so afraid to walk in your own shadows? Does the dark resemble to how dark your life has been? I've seen you walk around the block alone hugging yourself for safety. I can feel how you tremble as the wind harshly wooshes through your face. All you've wanted all your life was for someone to hold you into their arms and whisper serenity in those delicate ears of yours.

Why are you so distant from those people who try to reach out? Does it remind you of the time people went out the door? The key is with you, Diana. Time to open your cage and let the bird inside you free. Detach yourself from that cold steel railing that keeps on binding you to your past.

Why do you refrain from creating conversations with the people who surround you? Does it remind you of the time that you left the right pieces of your being to the wrong people? Step out of that shell full of pain and live.

Why do you let yourself be lonely when the truth is you crave the heat of a body beside you? I can see the red tint in your cheeks whenever our elbows brush during art class. Is it me or are we both burning in our own flames?

If you only knew that there's someone who's willing to hold you and keep you safe. That can be your brick castle and you'd be my princess kept inside being secured from every harm.

If you only knew that there's someone who's willing to walk away from his crappy friends just to be with you. Someone willing to stand up and get beaten up by the school twats just to keep you unharmed. That I'll let them hurt me as long as they don't hurt you.

If you only knew that there's someone who's willing to be your human shield and protect you from endless thorns that this world will inevitably throw at you. I'd rather prick and bleed than see you suffer all over again just because someone wasn't strong enough to grip you together.

I could grab you and lock you inside the boys' locker room and make you scream safe words as my lips brush along with your trembling skin. Let me tear down those highly secured walls of yours as i corner your hands above your head. Time to securely bind yourself to me, Diana.

Let me be your sweet surrender.

Diana, let me love you.

H x

Author's Note //

I've been having writer's block for days now I'm worry I feel so disoriented and such and ugh bad chapter sorry ily