𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐄𝐒

34.~𝐔𝐬~

~Layori~

Today was my first day home. This last week been hell for everybody. I sat on my bed not wanting to move. Aria suffered from a lot of blood loss. She was in a coma from how much blood was lost. They didn't tell us how long it would last for, so it can be months or even years.

I turn on my side cuddling with my pillow. My case soaked from my tears. I was tired of crying. Feared of losing the one person that was like a sister to me. The only thing from my childhood I have left.

Leaving me with no one. I hated being alone.

My phone ringed for the 5th time. It was too far for me to reach so I didn't answer.

My doorbell rings but I was too lazy to get up. My body was in so much pain as i was still healing from the wound.

Studdenly my door opens and i get startled, turning around to see who's at my door.

It was syair. "You scared me" I turn around propping myself up with my hands. "Then don't be watching my calls ring" He did have a point.

"I brought you food" he gives me a small smile. I sit up as he takes his shoes off and joining me on the bed. "I'm not really hungry" I push the food away. "You have to eat something" he sighs.

We haven't exactly talked about our status but he was giving me time and I appreciate that. He still would come over to check up on me and the baby.

"Yori" he calls me making me realize I was zoning out. "Can we talk" he asks and I nod.

"I miss you a lot, and I can't stop thinking about what I said that day" he pauses like he was tryna collect his words. " I wanna apologize to you about everything, about not claiming you, for getting you involved in my shit. It's killing the fuck out me. I want to give you time to figure out what you want but I can't wait. I crave you, your touch, smell, voice, your laugh, the way you look at me, your smile, everything on your fucking body.  I know this isn't what you want to hear right now but please let me make it up. I want to be here for you yori and your pushing me away"

"I'm not pushing you away, I just need time think about what I need right now, and this isn't something I need. You talked about me like I wasn't shit to you." My voice breaks as my tears start to wind up again.

I hate that Ive been so sensitive lately. He pulls me into his chest. It made me miss it. I missed him holding me. He made me feel wanted and cared about.

"I know baby, and I'm so fucking sorry..I did it to protect you from him. I didn't want him to hurt you. I wanted to keep you safe, and at that moment it felt right. But it wasn't and I'm so sorry. I would never talk about you like that again I promise." He spoke softly. His voice vibrating through my body as he spoke. "You promise?" I croaked. "Pinky" he sticks out his pinky hooking it to mine. Cupping my face his thumb swiping my tears away while he kissed my cheek.

"How's my son?" He smiles his hand on my belly. "Son? We dont even know the gender yet" I giggled. "Yeah huh, it's a boy" I lay down on my back as he pulls my shirt up. " Girl" I correct. "Boy" he argues his large hands runs across my stomach.

Us arguing about the gender of our baby reminds me of the conversation me and aria had. She wants a baby girl but now I'm unsure if she would be with us to meet him or her.

He lays down on his stomach putting his face up to my belly as he starts talking to my stomach. "Tell mommy you a boy, don't let her misgender you son"

Him talking to my belly made me laugh at how silly he is. "You needa eat, don't be starving my baby"

He pulls the wings out the bag opening it telling me to eat. "I'm not hungry sy" I whine. "Don't make me hold you down and force feed you" he warned.