how to be this and be that?

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sometimes i feel like this lifetime
will never be enough
to fill the gaps of my little hands
when leaning against each other,
fingers intertwined.

i feel like i still need more years
to achieve the roles that i want to play,
because i can’t be a witch
and a nun at the same time.
i can’t sing and play for gigs
when i need to focus on my studies.
i want to be a lawbreaker,
but implement them.
i want to be there,
and be present here too.
i want to move and leave,
but staying still is a must.

this lifetime is just too short
for all the lives that i want to live,
for all the moments that i want to take,
for all the dreams that i want to pursue.
and the thought that i will be
just someone, and nothing more than
that title, frustrates me
because i want to be the world,
and also be the people living in it.

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