hellnuts (charlie brown au)

first chapter, (its called awareness charlie brown!)

before we begin, this story was heavily inspired on the south park au, hellpark, ( it was an oddly normal day, wind blowing, kids playing, meanwhile lucy was just, well walking, nothing ground breaking, as she spoke under her breath, ''this day is so stupid, theres nothing to do,'' she kept walking with her hands down, as she walked toward her psychiatrist booth, and sat down on the chair behind it, as...well...like always, charlie brown walked toward the booth and sat down, as he spoke ''do you ever feel like what you do isnt what you do?'' he said with a small frown on his face, before lucy spoke, ''wait!'' she said as she grabbed her jar and shook it, ''five cents please!''she said with a big grin, as charlie brown reached into his pocket and pulled a nickel and put it in the jar, lucy pulled back the jar and shook it, ''nickels nickels nickles! what a lovely sound!'' she said as she soon put down the jar and turned to charlie, as he spoke ''so...?'' charlie said with a small frown with his hand on the table, then lucy suddenly spoke, ''thats such a stupid question! with no meaning! if i do say so myself.'' she said in a loud tone at him, and charlie brown frowned and just got up and walked away, as lucy whispered under her breath, ''that has no meaning! none.'' she said as she started to doubt herself ''i...'' as she took charlie browns word, she looked up into the sky and back down at her booth, some hours past by and no sales. so she went back inside, and to her room, she closed the door and sat on her bed, thinking. and thinking...untill she though about what charlie brown had said, ''what if...i..im not m-me?...'' she turned down and looked at her hand and back up, ''what if....im..not..even..m-me...? t-thats..not good...'' she looked back down but then up with a grumpy face, ''i wont believe it! i just wont!'' as she got up and opened her door and left her room, and soon entered the living room and sat down, as linus came up to her, ''do you know where my blanket is?.'' he said, soon lucy turned to face him, ''its laundry day, its probably in the washing machine.'' she said, linus rushed to the laundry room and sat infront of the dryer, lucy soon got off the couch and outside, ''im going to go play baseball,'' she said as she slammed the door, linus, still infront of the dryer jumped as he turned a bit, then back to the dryer, as lucy left the house she soon arrived to the field were they always play baseball, she didnt know why she always played, i mean, playing baseball day. after day. after day. she didnt know why it was not getting boring, i mean sure, she did think it was boring.. but somehow she was always drawn to it for some reason, it was like, she wasnt...well...herself, a few hours after playing. she walked back home, and into the room, linus was in his room with his blanket after what seemed like hours sitting outside the dryer, lucy stomped to her room shouting ''WE ALWAYS LOSE! ALWAYS!!'' she said as she slammed her door and hopped on her bed, and looked at her alarm clock, it was 6 already, as she crawled under the sheets and spoke ''baseball is so boring?...like..really..really..boring, why do i like it?'' she suddenly gasped ''what if my friends think im a loser?'' she sat there overthinking, the came to a though that stuck in her mind ''im not even me. i...well..'' she looked up at her bedroom ceiling, ''i am me but....i dont...i do the same things everyday!.. its normal but...in otherwise....for me...it feels....well...like its not..'' she began to overthink again, ''what if that failure is right?...what if...what you do...isnt..even what you do..?.....it all feels like some sort of simulation.....'' she thought but couldnt quite put her finger on why, soon she began to fall asleep, the next day, she slowly opened her eyes and yawned as she shut off her alarm as she got up, and slowly walked to linus's room and opened the door, as she walked over to his bed as angelically whispered to him, ''get up,'' she said as that didnt seem to work so she yelled in a high toned voice ''GET UP!'' she said as she smiled and grabbed his blanket, linus woke up and grabbed it back as he rubbed his eyes ''im up!... im up..'' he got up and walked to the kitchen, today was a sunday,no school.. just mere boredom, well. at least for lucy. after waking linus up she walked back to her room and got dressed, the first thing she did was think about visiting shroeder, her crush, she opened her door and left, she looked at the fridge on her way out, as the calender said, February 12th, 2000, she looked, and left, as she closed the door behind her, when she got there she sat and leaned on his piano as he played, ''hey shroeder.'' she spoke as he lifted his head without saying anything, then lucy spoke again ''do you ever think of me as

Beautiful melody that lingers on?'' she spoke as she turned to face him, shroeder soon spoke, and ''and on and on and on and on and on,'' he said in a annoyed tone, then turned back to face his piano, lucy frowned then got up, and stomped away, she went back home, as she arrived back home, she opened the door to her room, and drew a bit, she felt off. but ignored it, afterwards she sat on her bed and thought, as she thought, she looked into her vanity, her hair was dimming out, and losing its black,''HUH?'' she looked at the mirrior in shock, ''MY HAIR!'' she got up and looked around, she overthought and overthought, she felt horrible, about her hair of course but she also didnt feel well, after some hours she made a board with pins and conclusions,  and the last pin declared. that this was all a simulation, she looked at the board, with wide eyes as she began to cry ''wh-what..?'' she looked down and rushed to tell linus, and as he heard her he spoke, ''what are you on about?..'' he said as he clutched his blanket, ''Its a simulation i tell ya! i know it is!'' she said in a panicked tone, with her hair ragged and a dim black, linus laughed not believing her one bit, ''lucy, maybe you need help,'' he said ''maybe you should get yourself a psychiatrist,'' lucy frowned and turned to the clock as she walked over to the phone to call charlie brown, it was 8:45pm. as she reached for the phone, she picked it up and dialed him, click, ding, click.. she finished dialing him as it just rang, soon enough charlie picked up, ''lucy? calling me??..rare..'' he said in an actually suprised tone. ''anyways what do you need lucy?'' he spoke in a calm manner, lucy spoke in a panicked tone, ''this is all a simulation!,'' she yelled, charlie jumped, ''lucy are you ok?'' he spoke, lucy glanced at the phone in anger and clutched it tighter, ''YES ITS CALLED AWARENESS CHARLIE BROWN!'' charlie jumped and accidentaly hung up, lucy was so paranoid, she ran out of the house, she ran to the field where they always play baseball and stood in the middle, shroeder spoke up, ''move out of the way lucy! your gonna get hit!'' he said, and then whispered, ''like i would even care anymore,'' lucy then yelled ''THIS IS ALL A SIMULATION!'' everybody whispered to eachother, then franklin spoke up ''and how do you exactly know this?'' he said, and then another person spoke up, which was patty, ''yeah! what if it isnt?'' she said, lucy then screamed ''IT IS IT IS I KNOW IT IS!'' tears formed into her eyes, ''NOBODY WILL BELIEVE ME! please....'' she then formed another grumpy look to look tough, ''WHEN I ESCAPE THIS...I WILL NEVER TELL YOU GUYS. NEVER!.'' franklin spoke up a bit, '' ok, lucy, seriously. chill. your being rude and ruining the vibe, ''lucy looked at franklin, and everybody whispered to eachother saying it wasnt real, then lucy spoke up, ''YOU ALL CAN BURN IN HELL!'' she said with a sudden outburst and stomped back home, leaving everyone bewildered, lucy shut her bedroom door and saw it was 9:34pm, her hair was dimming so much, it was a light grey, she sat on her bed a cried...it soon turned..9:45pm, she felt weird she fell to the ground, her legs felt weak, as she started to cough blood, soon, everybody was gone, everybody, soon enough, the town started demolishing itself, the towns lights dimmed, and disapeared, soon, EVERYTHING and everyone, was gone, but not forgoten. 
(I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO MAKE PARTS SO ILL JUST MAKE A SECOND STORY, BUT ULL LIKE IT I PEOMISE..... /im making my grammar suck on purpose/)