Daily Chronicles of a Teenage Girl

Friends and Boundaries?

What are friends and what do they do in your life?

i feel like we need to define the role of a "friend"
a friend is someone that is loyal to you right? someone that cares about you, is DEVOTED to you and the friendship,
someone that wouldnt mess with people that had animosity towards you RIGHT?
like think of it in this way, if someone said they were a Christian and said that they were fully devoted to God BUT they still delved into like Satanism, then they arent truly devoted
YOU GET IT????
even though the examples arent related, the principles are the same
and sometimes its not even about the action, ITS THE PRINCIPLE behind those aspects
so i dont think im tripping, instead im causing myself a world of frustration and anger i dont need.
in what world have i EVER needed a friend or man?
people are temporary, they meant to come into your life and leave, to teach you a lesson and go
those who stay, stay, out of willingness to continue to be in your life
so why fight for someone to be a good friend to you and have the same principles you have? another person will come and fill their spot anyways, whether it be a few weeks from now or a year
university will be a clean slate, i think im going to cut everyone off except like family and make new friends, that actually have loyalty and hold the same level of importance and respect towards me
I think a lack of detachment to relationships except to the truly important ones will save a person from alot of hardships
Valuing people who make no difference in your life regardless of whether theyre in it or not, is a sign just not to hold them to a high degree in your heart
maybe im a bad person for thinking and feeling that way, but then again, im just a girl.