Always start over

If you say so.

"What?!? Wait...I'm confused...Shelby is not your mom anymore...how ,that makes no sense"said Kurt
"Kurt...she said I didn't need her anymore..and then I said something really mean and now feel bad."
"Wow" said Kurt surprised "I have no words. "You should go talk to her"
"..okay I'll go right now" I said as Kurt was gonna stop me but he just sat back down.
I ran to the school and see Shelby in the front walking to her car.
"Shelby"I yelled as she kept on walking. "SHELBY" I YELLED once more as she stopped.
Shelby turned around. "Mom I'm sorry I didn't mean to say anything rude...I just got mad because you said I don't need you anymore....and that's a lie..I'll always need you." I said as Shelby smiled and hugged me tight.
"I forgive you...do you really need me?"asked Shelby as I nodded.
"Yes I will always need you... How about if I need help with something serious huh..and your not there...mom I need you in my life...didn't you always want to be with your daughter...don't give it up" I said as Shelby looked down,smiled,then looked at the time.
"I..I have to go"said Shelby as Shelby smiled and waved goodbye. .
I waved goodbye back and walked back to the house .
No one was in it. And then I looked to the right and saw Finn sitting on the couch.
"FINN?!" I said as I hugged him then let him go really fast.
"What are you doing here" I asked.
"Well since I was in the army I got shot on the rib and I quit..."said Finn.
"Wait what" I said surprised.
"Rachel I was wondering if we could" I cut Finn off.
"No... I'm sorry Finn but what you did hurt me." I said as I looked back.
"And I'm sorry for what I did.. Rach I love you" said Finn as I started to cry so I left the building and he followed.
"Rachel---"
"NO FINN STOP PLEASE.... This is crazy... Finn I can't deal with this anymore!! I love you Finn and that will never change..."I said as I looked down.
"Then why won't you get back with me" asked Finn as I didn't answer "Rachel my life is slowly going down into a deep end and sooner or later I'm going to drown because I'm waiting for you to save me... I'm waiting for you to say...Finn I want to be with you..and I forgive you" I walked away as Finn grabbed my arm and took me close.
Our lips were a few inches away as he kisses me.
I missed him so much...that's why I am so mad at him..so I didn't stop him from kissing me.
I looked at him in the eyes as a tears starts to roll down my face and he whips it off with his finger.
"Rachel, I want this to be the second day that I will never forget" said Finn as I froze.
"You know the first time was when we had it.....you know" I said as Finn nodded.
"yea but I don't want to do it... I want to spent the whole day with you in this magical Manhattan" said Finn as I smiled as we both started walking around.
"Rachel" said Finn as as he looked at me and sighed.
"What's wrong" I asked as he took my hand.
"I'm leaving today...back home....I want to help will with the glee club" said Finn as I looked down and smiled.
"Oh....well...I guess this is goodbye......" I said as I started to cry.
Finn nodded and said" good bye...I love you Rachel"
"I love you more I said as he smiled.
Finn too a breath then a pause and said "if you say so" and gave me a kiss on the cheek then walked away.