Note* not perfect
All I could think about now is one of my best friend's death. Everything about it was terrible, manly because the one thing he never wanted to happen, happened. He became the flesh eating monster me and his son were scared of seeing him become.....what he was scared of becoming. With the quick heart breaking pull of the trigger, he was gone, and whether or not one of the closest people to me in this apocalypse helped him find piece or not, he is still the reason that bullet went through his skull, and I hate him for that. Should I forgive him is a question I've asked myself sense the day I left him to be on my own....... Unable to deal with the pain of knowing that the guy I secretly love was the one who ended one of my best friends.
Yes, I know that Tommy just wanted what was best for his pa but the fact that I witnessed all of it, makes it harder to believe the truth. So I tell myself that I hate T and that I have never nor will ever like him more than a friend.... If thats even still his title.
He's like a brother to me so we might as well be blood. And I'm pretty sure thinking of doing unsisterly like things to your 'brother' isn't a good thing..... So I think leaving him is for the best. Or do I?
Tell me if you like it! I already know it's not that great, but still.... I would like to know your opinion.
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