Lily

Shut up world

lily was a little girl afraid of the big wide world. She grew up within her castle wall.

Finally, I'm done with my chemistry assignment. All this studying about chemicals is making me hungry. Hmm..... I wonder what's for dinner.

I quickly packed my stationeries and put it into my school bag. I take a quick glance at my schedule. "Oh gosh, I'm late for my evening exercise."

I rush inside my walk-in closet. I sigh. I can never get used to this large closet. I've lived here for literally all my life, yet my things keep getting lost. I kick my pink teddy to the corner. "I hate pink," I murmur under my breath.

"Where the hippie did I keep my yoga pants?" I screamed out in frustration. I'm still looking for my yoga pants when I hear a knock. "Come in,"

My brother, Alex, strolls in with his hand in his pockets. He is currently wearing a tank top and black joggers with sneakers. "Are you planning on skipping the gym today or what?" it sounds more of a statement than a question.

"I know, I know. I'm looking for my yoga pants. I bet a million I brought it out at the start of the week. " I'm keep looking through my closet as I reply, trying my best not to scatter it

"You should hurry up. we are waiting for you in the gym." He says nonchalantly.

"Sure, sure. But does it matter though it's just a few stairs away." I say, rolling my eyes. Yes, finally, I found my yoga pants.

"Yeah, you are right. I should just head down to the gym before you so mum will yell at me for ruining a perfect schedule, " He says, making bunny ears.

I sigh. My mum is the perfection monster.

"She is a fucking perfection monster" As if he read my mind. Wait, I paused.

"Did you just-" And I was cut short.

"Now don't give me that crap about minding my language" He says as he walks to sit on my bed giving me space to change into my yoga pants.

My parents, our parents, has always insisted that we avoid all foul languages so we stick to their rules. We as in me. My two brothers a like rebels in our tiny family. We were just three Alex, Aston and me. And yes, my mum named my two brothers with an "a" on purpose she thought I would have a sister and name her with an 'L' too, but hey guess what? I'm the only she problem.

Ashton is 20, Alex is 17, and I am 15. They are like my little bodyguards. They literally follow me everywhere. Well, that was until Ashton went to uni, and then our trio had a crack, but we still see him every Christmas break, at least.

*****
"Ahhh!" I screamed when I heard my back snap. "I'm never going to walk again, mummyyyyyyyyy-" And for the second time today, I was cut off by my sweet brother."What the hell, Lily, why did you lift the damn weights?" he said as he quickly ran to me.

"Why did you do that. This is the third time you are doing this this month."He groaned out. "I'm sorry, i just thought that -"

"Well, you thought wrong for the third time." Just then, my mum rushed in. "Mummyyy," I cried, expecting her to come to my rescue.

"Lily, what is wrong with you. No more gym for the next two months, meaning you will spend your gym hours studying, " She said.

"But mu-"

"Don't mum me,"

"I just wante-"

"Nope, I don't -"

"But I'm sorry."

He glares at me. "Don't you ever interrupt me again, young lady." I look down "Yes mum"

"Good now, go upstairs and get changed." With that, she makes a 180-degree turn and head out of the gym.

I sigh, grabbing my water bottle. I looked up to my brother, who was giving me the "I'm sorry, but i told you so" look. Whatever. I roll my eyes and sprint out of the gym to my room. I felt like crying, I hate the gym, but it's the only place where I'm allowed to punch things.

I fall on my bed face first to my king-sized bed. "Ah, so soft." Before I could continue complimenting my bed, my phone vibrated. I grunt before glance at the screen. I quickly adjust myself, so I'm resting on my two elbows now. I started texting back it was this cute guy I've been texting with on Snapchat.

I frown when he asks me to send a pic of me in my underwear. I mean, I've sent him a lot of pics like that, but I feel like he just wants to look at my body. I get up to go look for a swimsuit

I know you guys will probably think I'm sick in the head or something, but you would do the same if you didn't have friends. I have people I call my friends, but I'm always uncomfortable around my closest friends, and i dont know why.  BUZZ BUZZZ, what he sent made me cringe.

Diego - maybe your sexy nude body will also do

Me- no. I'll send a pic of myself in a two-piece

Diego - I would have preferred that, but I'll take what I can get.

I scoff as I walk into the bathroom to take a mirror selfie. After taking about five selfies, I finally found the right one and hit send. I quickly took my bath and changed into sweatpants and dark green tank top. I grab my hoodie. Although it's the middle of summer, the air conditioner in this house makes it feel like winter.

***********
I'm currently lying on my bed writing in my diary.

Dear God

I wish I was able to express my feelings in another way. I'm tired of writing in my diary, and soon school will resume, and then I would have to be around people. I'll have to answer questions in class, and laugh when I'm unhappy.
I really miss you Lisa. I'll always love you.

Oh before I forget today was horrible I got banned from the gym for two months,  I can't feel my back, and I was scrolling through my crush Instagram and I saw him kissing a girl seriously could my day get any worse oh yes, I misplaced my sapphire necklace my mum is soooo going to kill me.

Well, that all for now, so, good night.

Love,
Lily

Well, I guess I will call it a night then. I yawn and stretch after placing my diary in my cupboard and turning off my lamp. I snuggle into my bed.

"Ah, so comforting." I listen to some of Chris Brown's song before my eye lids starts to feel heavy.

"Good night, world." I murmur before I eventually feel asleep

************
I decided to end it with good night cause it's night here, so why not. I hope you liked it.

Please listen to Lily by Alan Walker.

I hope I get at least four likes and one comment. I'll be really grateful.

Love you, my lilies and greyss.

♡♡♡chels greyie