wattpad removed the original, so here I am rewriting it. please don't report, just block me if you don't like it. Also nothing in these Imagines are meant to be taken seriously. I don't sexualize them or other idols. please enjoy!!
"Hey Woo," San said walking into my room and I looked up from my phone at him.
"Yes?"
"We should do something, since we're the only ones home from vacation," He said sitting down beside me on my bed and I nodded putting my phone down.
"Okay. What do you want to do? We can watch a movie. Play video games or even go out for dinner?" I said smiling at him before he put his hand on my thigh.
I didn't think too much about it. San and I have always been a bit touchy with each other.
"I don't want to do any of that. Woo, we're alone for the first time in a really long time, so...Let's do something else," He said smirking at me as he moved his hand a bit higher, making me raise an eyebrow at him.
"Uh..board game? We also have cards."
"Woo," He whispered before leaning in and I quickly moved back.
"What are you doing, buddy?"
"What's it look like? I'm kissing you..Well trying to."
"Why?"
"Because we like each other. That's what people do when they like each other."
"I do like you, but I don't want to kiss you."
"Really? You don't think about it when you're alone at night? You don't think about me over you as I fu-"
"No, I do not!" I said standing up from my bed.
"What about when we're always looking at each other and touching?" He asked standing up from the bed.
"That's mainly just fan service. I don't actually want to do anything with you. San, you're one of my best friends I'm touchy with my other friends, too."
"Not like how you are with me. Woo, admit it. You want me just as much as I want you," He said looking at me as he put his hands on my waist.
"San," I said looking at him before he put his hand on the side of my face.
"Wooyoung," He whispered before kissing me and my eyes widened.
I kissed back a few times before pulling away and shook my head.
"No, this is wrong. We can't do this."
"Says who?"
"Me."
"Woo, come on," He said smiling widely at me and I shook my head turning around and felt him hug me from behind, "This could be our only chance for a long time and we're leaving tomorrow," He whispered before I felt him kiss my cheek and I turned my head to look at him with a sigh.
"If I say yes, you can't tell anyone about it. Not the guys or our families. It has to stay between us and this is a onetime only thing," I said, making him nod with a smile before he kissed me deeply as I turned towards him and put my hands on his shoulders.
He picked me up and put me down on the bed as pulled away from the kiss and took his shirt off before he started kissing my jawline and neck and I hummed looking at the ceiling.
"Woo, are you alright?" He asked lifting his head to look at me and I nodded with a small smile, "You really don't want to do this, do you?"
"I don't," I said looking at him and he nodded sitting up straight, "I'm sorry, San. But I really only see you as a friend."
"It's fine, don't worry about it," He said as I sat up straight.
"San-"
"What about when you kiss me or come to my room because you don't like sleeping alone?
"I kiss your cheek in a friendly way. I sleep with you, because I get sleep paralysis a lot and you're the only one who knows about it and wakes me up...San, I do really love you. But I can't love you the way you want...I'm sorry," I said looking at him as he put his shirt on.
"I um..I'm gonna go take a shower," He said standing up from my bed and I sighed looking at him.
"Okay...So, do you want to do something together, later?"
"I don't know. I think that I'm just gonna go to bed. You should too, we gotta get up early," He said looking at me and I nodded slowly before he left my room.
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I sighed looking at the ceiling, before looking at my clock 2:15am...
I huffed getting out of bed and walked to San, Mingi and Hwa's dorm and went to San's room.
I lightly knocked on the door and when I got no response, I slowly opened his bedroom door and saw him hugging his pillow in his sleep, making me smile a little.
I don't know, maybe I can try to like him that way, but he also just really caught me off guard. I wasn't expecting it. I didn't know that he felt that way about me...
I lifted the comforter and climbed into his bed, making him hum in his sleep and he moved his pillow behind him before he wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me closer to him and I chuckled quietly.
It's funny how he doesn't need to wake up anymore to know that I'm here. He just pulls me into his warm embrace and I can't help but smile widely as I breathe in his cologne.
My Sannie always smells so good and...He always takes the best care of me...God, I really should've known about his feelings for me. I'm seriously so stupid.
"San?" I whispered caressing his cheek softly, making him hum before he put his face in the crook of my neck and I kissed his head before I closed my eyes, "I...I really want to love you, San. "
"It's okay that you don't," I heard him whisper, and I opened my eyes to look at him.
"It's not though. San, nobody has ever loved me the way you love me," I said, making him look at me and he put his hand on the side of my face.
"Woo-"
"No, San. I should have noticed your feelings for me, especially after everything you do for me. You let me sleep with you sometimes. You tell them to leave cucumbers out when you order food for us. You helped me when I hurt my ankle. You take care of me when I'm sick and scold me when I need it. You-"
My eyes widened when he kissed me deeply and I hummed against his lips before he pulled away.
"Woo, I don't care that you never noticed. I do those things not to get your attention, but because I promised your parents that I would always take care of you."
"Sannie?"
"Hm?"
I kissed him softly and felt him smile against my lips.
"Please...Let me try to love you," I whispered against his lips before I felt him chuckle against my lips before he moved to hover over me and pulled away from the kiss.
"Woo, I don't want you to feel like you have to do this."
"Trust me, I don't. I want to love you," I said, making him smile widely as I put my hand on the side of his face.
"Well, I will take even better care of you than before. And any time you feel uncomfortable and want out, just tell me," He said smiling at me and I nodded smiling before he kissed me.
I'll take better care of you too, Sannie...
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(A/N this wasn't requested. I just thought about it and thought it was cute! Vote if you want and comment an imagine you want and which ship you want it with!)
