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"how tall are you?" jah ask as we walked in target, stoke was with us but he left to find something?

i love his big ass tho

"i'm 5'0 now, i used to be like. 4'11 back then."

"like that was a difference? grew one fucking inch! you make me feel tall!"

"boy i'm average height!"

"below average! that's not okay!"

"that's because my mom and dad! my mom like 5'2 and my dad 5'5!"

"yo family just midgets!" he says and grabs something from the shelf and puts it in his pocket

"unt unn jahseh. put it back or pay. you got money and shit now." i say disappointed

"vro, it's just chips!"

"still, that's not cute. fix then habits. ion want you going to jail for stupid shit." i tell him and he scoffs

"jahseh, ion want you back in jail from something you could've prevented."

"vruh you not my mom, stop acting like it." he coldly says

"your gonna appreciate it one day." i say and walk out the isle

i go to find some ice cream and actually find stoke there

"of course yo big ass here!" i say and he turns around fast

"you fucking scared me! where's jah?"

"he's over near the chips being a bitch- being hardheaded." i say and he snorts

"your a fucking bully, stay tryna call someone a bitch!"

"because everyone is a bitch!"

"do i look like a female, or a dog ?"

"quite frankly i think you do."

"fuck out my face!" he says while grabbing a small tub of ben and jerry's ice cream

"you know you want more!"

"stop bodyshaminh me my tummy is flat!" he said lifting his shirt and his stomach was flat

but i took it as an open opportunity to slap it

"STOP! what the fuck is wrong with you lanai!" he says pulling his shirt back down as a laugh hard
then he had the nerve to punch me in the arm

"bitch! that fucking hurt!" i told him while rubbing my arm

"who told you to slap my fucking stomach!"

"it was an accident!"





























































































"LANAI LAWSON!? BRING YO ASS IN THIS LIVING ROOM!" my grandma yells making my heart fucking drop

"yes ma'am!" i say running down the hall to get there

"yes?"

"who been in my house? you had a nigga here?!"

"no ma'am." i say biting my cheek

"so you be smoking in this house?!" she ask and i shake my head fast

"so what's this?" she said holding up a black customized lighter

"that's not mine, plus grandma you be smoking."

"ion got no DAMN BLACK LIGHTER!" she yells at me making me flinch

"well it's not mine?"

"let me find out— oooo! lil girl get out my face." she demanded pointing towards the hall and i walk off

as soon as i get in my room close my door and call stoke

"wassup ugly-"

"yo you own a black like customized lighter?!" i whisper yell

"uhh no. why?"

"do jah got a black lighter?" i ask and i hear shuffling

"YO JAH! YOU GOT A BLACK LIGJTER!" i hear him yell through the phone

i heard a voice in the back but couldn't understand it

"he said yeah and why."

"he left it at my grandma house now she yelling at me."

"don't she smoke tho?"

"she said she don't own no black lighter's. just tell jah to be more careful, y'all can't come over no more because no boys even allowed over."
i said and he smacks his lip

"alright vruh! what you doing now?"

"finna go to sleep, my grandma mad so if you asking me to go out i can't."

"man jus sneak out, i know very well you ain't no good girl no more!"

"shut up stoke! where i'm supposed to go?"

"come over!" he says and i sigh

"i'll be there in like 3." i say and hang up

my grandma doesn't really check on me at night, plus she finna go to sleep soon so ima just hop out my window and be on my way

OH WAIT! fit check fit check

so right now i'm wearing!

my homer simpson pajama pants, a random cropped shirt, with my bonnet. niggas be forgetting i'm black because i'm lightskin!

but i put on some socks i found on the floor and put my adidas slides on. i grab my phone and charger since my phone was finna die.

i open my window and hop out, and i leave it open
cracked open specifically

i don't know why i do this shit .

and i was just with them earlier today!







i knock on the door and that same man opens it but this time he has pants on

"who you here for?"

"stokeley." i say
he opens the door and i walk in and go to the room

"stoke why you telling me to come over i just seen you!" i say laying down on his bed

"because we best friends ? duh?" he responds munching on chips

"hi jah!" i say and he turns around and smiles

"hi nai, what you doing here?" he ask

"stoke don't know how to leave me alone!" i told him then stoke grabs my hair

"stopp ! get off me!" i yell grabbing his durag and the hair that was under it

but he laughed and tightened his grip

"jah tell him to fucking let go!" i complain

"ehhh, nah to much work."

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