Goodbye (tw: suicide)

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I have been looking into this well for ten minutes now. Was I going to do it? Will I finally be able to jump ? I didn't know, I didn't know anymore. I leaned a little more, I looked at the bottom. Would this world be better off without me? Would it be more calm, more peaceful? 

I didn't know, I didn't know anymore. I looked around me and saw a bird fly away. It didn't matter, it didn't anymore. An inspiration, calm reigned around me. I was enjoying it. A second breath. The sun would soon set. Evening would soon fall, I had to make a decision. 

A third inspiration. I think of my parents, of those who let me suffer, of those who hurt me. I don't want this life, I can't take it anymore! One last breath, one step forward, then another, my hands on the icy stone and a jump. 

That's it, it's over.

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