love without regrets

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"Nak! Gising na tanghali ka nanaman nagigising!" I woke up sa ingay ng gising ng mama ko hays. Can i have just like one hour of day dreaming please?

As i look through my phone shit. I'm late. Patay nanaman ako kay jamie nito. Bago ako bumaba sinigurado ko munang nakapagtoothbrush at nakaligo nako nakakahiya naman kasi kung hindi.

"Kailangan pa ba kitang akyatin dyan para bumaba ka? Skye haven fernandez?!" Ay pota nafullname na.

"Opo! naliligo lang ho! Pababa na!" Hindi na nakasagot mama ko at pagkatapos na pagkatapos kong maligo pumunta nako sa baba at hinalikan si mama sa pisngi.

"Maupo kana dyan. Simula ng mabreak kayo ni miguel naging ganyan kana. Wala nang naging direksyon buhay mo." Ma naman why need to being up that man tss.

"Just to clarify ma. I don't need a man to give my life direction. Maybe i thought love would but it doesn't. And please i don't want to hear that name again." Pag naririnig ko talaga yang pangalan na yan nawawalan ako ng gana sa lahat.

"Anak kain n-"

"Wag na, I'm going to drea and jamie's place. Doon ako kakain." Tumayo nako at humalik kay mama at kinuha ko ang susi ng sasakyan ko at don umalis.

Okay. You might be wondering who is miguel that my mom was referring to. Well he is Miguel Sebastian Martinez my ex who was my first love and also my greatest love. Who i thought was my last. But sadly no i saw things that i thought was green but i was just blinded by love.

Flashback

"Hey lovey! Goodmorning I'm not gonna wake you up na ah. I'm gonna go straight to your house to wake you and deliver you breakfast. See you!" Shit no he can't go here and I'm looking like this. And for god sake I'm wearing pajamas pa. Nagmadali akong magpalit and bumalik sa kama to pretend that I'm sleeping.

Nang kumatok siya sa door ko i pretended to be asleep so pumasok na siya. He jumped on my bed and kissed my cheek trying to wake me up. And i was blushing kasi gising nako noong ginagawa niya yun.

"Lovey no need to pretend that your sleeping." He chuckled and was waiting for me to kiss him back.

"Madaya! How did you know i was pretending?"

"Eh? paanong hindi you already seen my text. Alangan namang binasa mo yun ng tulog ka." di nako nakasagot and i sat down sa bed ko while he was preparing the food he brought.

"Here i know mcdo was your favorite diba? So i ordered your favorite." inabot nito sakin at he was waiting for me to eat it.

"Thank you lovey! your the best." I gave him a kiss on the cheek that made me smile.

Everyday he would do small things to make efforts. That i would always appreciate, Sometimes he would surprise me with the non materialistic things like hand written letters and stuff toys.

But one day a lot of things changed.

"Lovey it's our 5th Anniversary have you forgotten?"

"Not now skye." Nagulat ako ng tawagin niya ako ng first name basis.

"Skye? asan ung lovey at love?"

"Skye ano ba! Sinabi kong mamaya na diba. Pero sige makulit ka diba. I can't celebrate anniversaries with you anymore." Kinakabahan ako sa mga pwede niyang bitawan na salita dahil galit siya.