Off The Wall-jahseh onfroy

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ok so today i'm actually at school. sitting alone of course. i have no friends here and don't plan on making any

i'm currently standing at my locker on my phone

anyways fit check

black jeans, a black graphic tee, with my black forces!

i don't try to hard ever on my outfits, what is there to try

i also ain't talk to jahseh in 2 days- well after the incident

talk to stokeley everyday. hang out damn near everyday. that's my ride or die right there we do everything together! especially eat

anyways i should've beat geneva ass, but i'm not that cold hearted?

"excuse me!" some white bitch says with 2 other girls behind her

"hi? uh yes? the hell?" i say say confused

"you been messing with my friend?" one of the girls behind her ask and i shrug

"elaborate, why the fuck would i know who your friend is?"

"don't act stupid, you've been trying to bully her!" the second girl behind the white bitch says

"ion know who the hell y'all thought yall were but i ain't finna have y'all pressing me about shit i don't know about."

"well we'll tell you." the white bitch says

and with that she throws a punch at me and i barely dodged it

"the fuck!" i say and i push her

then her friend pulls my hair while the other fucking punches me

i'm really getting jumped yo

and it's not nothing i can do but try and fight back

so i start kicking the bitch that hovered over me while pulling her hair and punching her

still wasn't enough to stop the other two until they got pulled off

"that was for geneva bitch!" the white girl yells and that pissed me off

i grab my phone and just run out the school

i look at my face on my camera and they did some damage.

busted lip, eye a lil swollen and scratches near my brow

i immediately call stoke as i start walking around

and yeah i'm crying because i'm beyond pissed

"hello-"

"YO THEM DUMBASS BITCHES JUMPED ME!" i yell sniffiling

"what? the fuck you talking bout?"

"GENEVA GOT THESE BITCHES TO JUMP ME AT SCHOOL, ON EVERYTHING I FUCKING LOVE WHEN I SEE THAT BITCH SHES DONE."

"where you at now?!"

"IM COMING TO YOU! YO I SWEAR- I CANT DO THIS SHIT BRO!" i say now running to that lil sex house he live at because if that bitch is there she's done

"yo what are you doing! wassup with the wind!"  he ask and i hang up

i seen the house and i ran up to it and banged on the door

"ayee come in!" the dude said and i walked into the room and saw geneva sitting on the bean bag in the corner

when i tell you i jumped on that bitch i did

i literally threw my whole body on this bitch and started whooping her ass

punching her in her shit in all like you can dead hear that shit

"AYE WHAT THE FUCK" i hear jah says and i feel someone grab me so i grab this bitch hair

still beating her shit in but i stop but i kept my grip on her hair wrapping it around my hand

"y'all cutting this shit out, i'm not letting go." i say out of breath and i know my nostrils flared

"GAH DAYUM!" i hear stoke says

"the fuck is wrong with you LANAI!" jahseh says and i scoffs

"fuck off jahseh- LET ME GO BITCH!" i yell realizing he's holding on to me

"yo let my bitch go! fucking retard !" he says

"bitch you know what!" i let go of her hair and kick her one good time

"jahseh, ion wanna have no CONTACT AND I MEAN NONE UNTIL THIS BITCH IS DONE AND I STAND ON THAT! SHES CHANGING YOUE DUMBASS AND YOU CANT FUCKING SEE IT!" i say and he lets me go with a push

"yo jahseh fuck you bro, can't fucking believe you. and yo bitch got me jumped too! yeah suck my dick bitch!" i say actually crying and he looks at me with a straight face.

i walk out and start walking somewhere

i wish i never let him back in my life, like he's fucking with me. he doesn't control his bitch either

"yo nai! wait!" i hear jah say from behind me

"jahseh, we not in no fucking movie. like you told me fuck out my face." i told him and he furrows his eyebrows

"don't leave me again."

"jahseh don't piss me off, i know you very well, but what your not gonna fucking do is let your bitch disrespect me in front of you and you don't say something. THEN when i say something back you get mad at me. i don't wanna put up with your bullshit. ion care how you feel seh because you're fucking me up. you're making me an angry person. i'm making dumb fucking decisions. so until you can get yo shit together leave me alone. i don't care how bad you want me in your life your gonna have to live without me, attachment or not you gotta learn someday. and that day is today starting now." i say looking him in his eyes almost meaning all my words

i know what i said hurt him., but it's not fucking fair to me! how come i have to be attacked all the time, then when i take myself out the situation it's always don't leave? he's gonna have to learn that i'm not any of these hoes that will feel sorry and stay. i feel sorry but i'm not gonna stay if he's making me fuck up my life.

"you don't mean that right?" he says lowly i shrug before walking off

i'm not tryna act like i'm in a movie that's corny but i had to let that shit off my chest

but those words still hurt me.