THE TRUTH

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Finally it's morning. Today I'll tell him everything. I'll tell Elias the truth. I'll tell him about my past. And I'll confess my feelings to him. I got freshen up and my doorbell rang. I went towards the door and opened it. Elias was standing there. His face was woeful.
"What's wrong? You okay?" I asked.
"I caught her cheating on me with." He said.
"With who?" I asked.
"J-Joe." He said. I kept wishing it wasn't James.
"Wait. What? I noticed something that first day. She was continuously on phone and so was Joe."
"Come here." I said hugging him and suddenly his girlfriend came out of nowhere. She yelled seeing us hugging. He went to explain her everything but she kept yelling. I was regretting every moment that has happened. Shit. I screwed up everything. Again. That's what I'm made for I guess. Screwing things.
It was now evening he still hasn't texted me. I'm scared what if this ends our friendship? What would happen? How would I survive it?
Suddenly a text popped on my screen.
On The Phone
Elias: Hey bells. I wanna say something. Please come at my place. ASAP.
Me: Yeah. For sure. I'll come.
El: Thanks bells.
Me: Anytime El.
(*END*)

I got in my car and drove to his place. I opened the door and I entered the bedroom just to see that Carol and Elias were fighting. Carol was the talking about me. And El was talking about Joe. I entered and I asked what had happened.
"You called her. You are an ass. I knew you would cheat." Carol said.
"Hey. You don't even know anything. I feel happy to see you guys again together." I said.
"Bella you don't speak a word. Shut up" El said.
I was in shock. My Face was filled with questions. Why he did that?
"She was talking about me. She said that you were cheating on her with me. Why should I not say anything?" I said.
"You shut up. I know you have told her something. Some lie. Which is why she is thinking something like this." He said.
"You only told me she is cheating on you with Joe, didn't you?" I asked.
"Yes I did, but you said that you saw her talking with him." He said.
"Wait what? I knew you wanted to this." Carol said.
"OMG. Carol you are right. She wanted me. You-." He said.
"dont you dare blame it on me." I said yelling at him.
"Nah. I should have know you wanted this. You fucking wanted me and her to break up. Because you like me." He scoffed and said.
"I thought I was your good Friend. That's what friends do. You came and told me she cheated. I thought of giving you a hug. I was your friend now I'm not." I said tears filled my eyes.
"Yeah. You are not my friend anymore. I hate you." He said slamming the door.
My eyes were filled with tears. I didn't get to know what had just happened. Was this a joke? Did they plan this?
Did they plan to insult me? Why would he do that? Why would Elias do something like this?
I should probably just leave he already fucking hates me.
I sat in my car and drove back to place. I remembered him saying that let me drop you. Now I miss it. I reached my place and opened the door. And went back to my bedroom.
(*Crying*)
Why God why???
I kept crying. Not leaving my bed. I couldn't stop it. It just felt like my eyes were bleeding and it won't stop. It just felt like it will last forever. I couldn't help myself. I needed someone. But who? James. He is already a trouble for me. Why on Earth everything bad happens with me? (*Sobbing*). I kept sitting on the bed. I kept crying.
Until a call. A call from my dad.
*On the phone*
"Hey dad."
"Hey kiddo."
"How-"
"I know you must think how i called you. We are, on account of your success and collaboration, a party is held. Make sure to come.
"Okay. Dad
"It's tomorrow. The jet will be sent at your place till 11 at night. Be ready."
"Okay. How is everyo-"
"Bye"
(*END*)

He doesn't care about me. All he want is fame and wealth. I don't know what to do. I just don't want to go at that party. But if I don't he'll probably will be pissed off. And i dont want his anger to be harmful to me or anyone else. So I'll have to go at that stupid party. Oh wait. He said collaborations something. So does it mean that he will be there too? Elias. Elias Morgan?
MY. LIFE. SUCKS.
Fuck off. I'm the living proof of people having problems forever. That's what my life is filled with. Pain. Anger. Hatred. But no love. Not even a little.
All I have is hate. Then I got text from Elias.
On The Phone:
Elias: You coming to the stupid party?
Me: Yep. You?
Elias: Yeah.
(*END*)
This is all he wanted to ask? I have very good friends. I need to pack up my stuffs. If I'll be late. I'll be dead then. My dad he wants everything on time. Even if he is late. He wants everyone else to be on time. He just wants me to get married. I don't want to. I'm just a kid. And the guy I loved, betrayed me. I don't wanna be betrayed again. I just know something's not right. I just don't wanna go there. I wanna live but it's just I'm a puppet or something. Whatever he says I had to do it. No matter how much I hate it. Or how much I don't want to. I have to do whatever he says. I just hope he's happy. And I also hope he doesn't get to know about the friendship that had just broken. He'll scold me. No matter what what. I'll be punished. That's my life.
Messy.
Weird.
Stupid.

~~~~•END OF BELLA'S POV•~~~~

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