Hollywood Princess

Chapter 14: A Princess Left Behind

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I woke up early the next morning, Mommy sleeping peacefully beside me. Something felt different this morning, it took me a moment to realize that the sheets were dry! I hadn't wet the bed! I began to move a bit, and that's when I was reminded of the padding between my legs. Quickly I feel the Goodnite and it's bigger than it was last night, and it was cold. I had wet my Goodnite. Mommy heard me stirring and rolled over to look at me.

"Good Morning baby, how did you sleep?"

She felt the sheets beside me, finding them dry.

"Well the Goodnite seems to have worked, it's a good thing you were wearing one, or your sheets would have been soaked."

I just pouted, I thought I had woken up dry. Mommy began checking her phone and gave a startled gasp.

I was scared.

"What's wrong Mommy?"

She looked at me with sadness in her eyes. Now I was even more scared.

"My tourist visa expires in five days, I have to return to Japan or face deportation and possibly barring future entry."

I absorbed this shocking news like a bullet to the heart. Mommy was leaving me! I broke down and big heavy sobs, telling her she couldn't leave me, don't go. She stroked my hair and held me close as I cried it out. After I had cried myself out, I fell back asleep in Mommy's arms. I had exhausted myself from crying and didn't even feel her remove my sodden Goodnite and replace it with a dry replacement.

I woke up again about an hour later, looking around and not seeing Mommy next to me. Getting out of bed, I decided to get dressed and then go find Mommy. Since Mommy wasn't around to make me pretty, I just slipped on a pair of sweatpants and my Unicorn shirt from the previous day. Walking into the kitchen, I found her sitting with my Mother, discussing her Visa situation. I had forgotten about that in my sleep haze, and I became depressed all over again. Mommy finally noticed me standing in the doorway looking so sad, and came over and gave me a big hug.

"Don't be sad baby, we just have to make the most of the time we have before I have to go back. Once I am safely back in Japan, we can work on a way for us to be together again. We'll only be apart for just a little while."

The big girl in me understood that, but the emotional little girl in me couldn't accept any time away from my Mommy. Not feeling the strength to respond, I just nodded. I ate breakfast as my Mother and Mommy continued talking. Once I was finished, Mommy asked if I wanted to go watch cartoons, to which I only gave a half-hearted shrug. I didn't feel like doing anything, what was the point, she was leaving.

She did her best to cheer me up, but not even my favorite cartoons held my interest this morning. I watched in mute silence at the brightly animated antics of Sky and the other Paw Patrol puppies in a daze. All I could think about was that the person I had spent nearly every day with for the past two years would soon have to leave. So caught up in my thoughts, that I barely even registered my bladder's early calls for relief. Yuki sat with me and cuddled with me, but said nothing. She knew that I would have to work through this in my head and come to accept reality.

An hour later my bladder's cries for relief had become quite insistent. I squirmed a little in discomfort, feeling the padding between my legs and realizing for the first time that I was wearing another Goodnite. I frowned, when had that happened? Did Mommy change me when I fell asleep again? Did she think I would have another accident in such a short amount of time? As I mulled these thoughts around, Mommy noticed me starting to squirm and grab at my crotch.

"Julie baby, do you need to go potty?" Looking at her, I shook my head no. Getting up to go potty would mean I would have to stop snuggling with her, and I didn't want that. Pausing the cartoon, she looked me directly in the eyes.

"Are you sure? It looks to me like you're doing the potty dance in your seat. Are you sure you don't have to go potty? No lying little girl."

I was conflicted, I wanted to keep snuggling but I didn't want to lie to Mommy. My focus was taken away from my bladder, and my body chose for me. I felt my Goodnite swelling and growing warm as my bladder sighed in relief. An audible hiss could be heard as my bladder continued to empty itself into my Goodnite. Mommy gave me a look of surprise as she became aware of the hissing sound, she had not expected me to still be wearing my Goodnite, much less use my Goodnite. I just sat there as my bladder continued to relieve itself when suddenly I began feeling wetness around the legs of my pants. I was leaking! I just looked down at my crotch in stunned disbelief as I felt myself finish, and burst into tears.

As I sat there crying, a saturated Goodnite leaking into my pants, Mommy just held me, patting me on the back and whispering reassuring words. As I listened to her sweet comforting words, I felt myself become even smaller, starting to feel like the baby she kept referring to me as. I wanted out of my wet diaper, I wanted a new dry diaper. Looking up from Mommy's shoulder, I pointed to my wet pants.

"Mommy, diapee wet. I is Icky, wan new diapee!"

With only a moment's hesitation, I was led to my room. Once in the room, I stood watching, thumb in mouth, as Mommy grabbed a towel from the bathroom, laying it on the floor in front of me. She instructed me to lay down on the towel, and being a good girl, I did as I was told. As I lay on the towel, Mommy grabbed a new Goodnite, wipes, and baby powder. Kneeling next to me, she quickly removed my pants, putting them to the side. Ripping open the sides of my Goodnite, she put it to the side and gave me a quick wipe down. Placing the wipes in the Goodnite, she quickly balled it up.

I just watched all of this in calm contemplation, as if this was the most natural thing in the world. Stretching out the new Goodnite, she placed it to the side as she sprinkled some baby powder on her hand and rubbed it onto my crotch. She pulled the Goodnite up my legs, instructing me to lift my bum as she brought the padded underwear up around my waist. Getting up from her knees, she took the used Goodnite and threw it in the bathroom trash. Grabbing my pants, she placed those in the hamper. She grabbed a cute pink frilly nightgown from the closet and helped me off the floor.

"Arms up baby" I happily complied. She removed my pajama top and slid the dress over my head. Smoothing out the skirt, she stepped back to look at her handy work. I stood in place twirling the twirly skirt.

"You look so cute, baby! Now, baby, I have an important question for you, and I want you to answer honestly. There's no wrong answer, just tell me the first thing you think of. Ok?"

I gave her a worried look, was I in trouble? I slowly nodded, not knowing why I was in trouble.

"Baby, can you tell me how old you are?"

Is that all she wanted? That was easy! I held up two fingers smiling brightly at Mommy.

"I dis many, '' Mommy smiled as I lisped around my thumb.

"What a smart girl you are! I am so proud of you!"

I beamed at her praise. Looking at the clock, Mommy pronounced that it was time for my nap. I of course was in no mood for a nap, why should I nap when I can play or watch cartoons? As I was about to protest, a loud yawn escaped my lips, betraying me to Mommy.

"Come on, into bed little one."

I reluctantly crawled into bed and let Mommy tuck me in. She kissed me on the forehead and turned off the lights. Despite not wanting a nap, I fell asleep rather quickly. What felt like just a moment later, Mommy was shaking me to wake up.