Flawless (a Remington Leith fanfiction)

Neon red

Neon red: Neon red is often a color that means strong love for something or a lot of vigor.

Why can't I wake up? This should not be happening...

The dream turned into a whole nightmare, Jake suddenly got mad at me for not continuing the act with Remington. Now everyone in the circus is just staring at me weirdly. Remington is nowhere to be found, I don't know when he disappeared, but it's not making this any better. 

"Giorgia, if you don't wake up now, everything's going to turn upside down. You don't want this. WAKE UP!" It's the voice. The one I always hear in my dreams. Now I can hear it more clearer too, weird, it sounds a lot like Remington if I think about it. The voice never spoke this much to me, not to mention it that now it shouted at me too.

I try my best to get back into the real world, but nothing works. I'm scraping at my skin, soft red marks already showing. I can feel the pain... that's not supposed to hurt, right? I can't die in my dreams, right? Out of my peripheral sight I can see people standing up from their seats, what will happen now? What did the voice mean?

People are all standing now, they are facing me, their heads slightly to the side. Looking at me like I'm some animal, caged in a zoo. Then in a single moment everyone runs at me, before they could reach me; someone grabs my arms and drags me outside. I didn't had time to look back if they followed me. I was surprised to see Remington holding my arms hauling me even further away from the circus. I never got this far from the circus, seems like Remington knows where he's taking me.

"Wait! Wha-Where did you come from? The last time I saw you, you were sitting with me on the stage, then you just disappeared into thin air. Why do you seem so real? Am I dreaming? What's happening? Aren't you a part of my dream?" I sputtered out the questions faster then Eminem the lyrics in Rap God.

Remington stops for a second then continues to walk. After a few moments he looks back at me, seeing if I'm coming or if I stopped walking. I just raise an eyebrow at him. I have too many questions, and I need answers. 

"Please tell me you know anything about these dreams!" He is just looking at me with those gorgeous brown eyes. I never realised they were this contagious and capturizing. Wait! If he's in my dreams can he read my mind too? What if he heard me thinking ? Fuck! I hope not.

"I can't tell you anything Giorgia, you will have to figure out everything alone. If I were to tell you it would make the Fate unbond." Remington explains to me in a few sentences, however this just made me have even more questions about everything. What the fuck is a 'Fate'? And how do I figure anything out if I don't even know what to start looking for?

"Then at least give me one thing, one question, one question you would answer." 

"It will really depend on the question, but" He takes a big breath before finishing his sentence "fine." he lets out the biggest sigh ever. "I'll answer one question." 

Shit! Fuck! I need to think of solely one question, one question that will answer most of my own ones. Okay Giorgia, think! Think harder, ugh! Gosh why am I lacking creativity now?

"Why are you helping me?" Seriously? That was the best I could've thought of? 

"Because I don't want to die yet. Now, if you don't want to either, do as I say." He says. At least he kept his promise. I love me a loyal man. What the fuck am I thinking again? Someone stop me. Wait- Did he say die? How would I die when I'm only dreaming?

"Why would I die? This is only my imagination, it's not real, right? I'm dreaming..." I again, have so many questions it would be impossible for one to answer all.