A Bad Day Now Good
One day i will have a perfect life it will be worth living for i will have a husband and me sitting by the beach waching the sunset and we will be chatting and i will tell him the news that i am pregnent he will jump up and down with happieness. He will pick me up and spen me around and tell everyone of his friends and family and i will have the best life.
But as for right now my stepdad beats me,rapes me, and tells my mom that i am crazy so if i rat him out she would never bleve me.The bad thing is she accaly belives him i cant wait for the day when she comes home early from work and see’s him hurting me. I hope she will someday wach and feel sorry.i hope she one day will tell me how bad of a mistake she has made and helps me.
One can only hope for the best i have no friends i am the skinny one that susposbaly starves herslelf. The one that used to be pregnet with a stranges kid and i dont even know his name. I am consiterd the whore of the school. I am the victom of all the bullies. I am the fattie of all my class mates. I am the whore that throughs myself to everyone to be plesed. No i am not any of that i am a child that didnt want to have kids till i am married. I am the chiild that doesent want to have sex till i am marrieed i just want a normal life. To have one friend and have a loving and caring family. I need someone to talk to have and to hold. to come home to and he kiss me and sit down and eat supper with.
When I am at school I have my eye only one boy the one boy is so nice caring so sweet and innocent. But thanks to my dad I don’t have the courage to go and talk to him and when ha says hi in the hallways my hart starts to beat really fast and every time we touch I feel a spark. I am worthless and stupid i am clumsy and fat. He would never fall for me the only thing that keeps me alive is my mom and i usly take my hurtness out on singing it helps me calm down my neres and before my real dad died he said i will one day be a singer i will be famous. I rember that when i am about to cut myself. I rember my dad saying you will grow up and be a famous singer that every one will love but not as much me. I miss my dad i hope one day we will be back together away form all the demons.
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this is a bad story but dont give hate plezzz thatnks
and if any one ever going to read this is decated to
SPONGEBOB2425
