THE UNDONE

Chapter 2

*Bliiiinnnggg*
I slammed my alarm clock down and rubbed my eyes. I could hear Cerica groaning in her sleep. "Its just 5:30 Kel,why are waking up so early? Your first classes doesn't start until 9:00" she said.
"I know. I just like being early that's all."
She rolled her eyes playfully and went back to bed. I packed my bag and went the bathroom. I came back into the room and studied a little. I checked the clock and it was 7:15. I got dressed and left the room. I walked until I saw a coffee shop. I went inside and saw two other girls,who seemed to be freshmen too. I walked over to the table they were sitting and said "Hi". They returned the greeting. They were a happy bunch I must admit. They introduced their selves as Lodeen and Iona. We talked for ages until it was 8:30.
"I've got to go now" I said." I have Chemistry this morning"
"We too have chemistry this morning" they said simultaneously.
I laughed. As we walked to Mr Stewart's class together. I felt good because I wasn't that lonely anymore.
After class,we exchanged numbers and I walked alone to my dorm. I knew Cerica wouldn't be home yet. She's out probably hanging out with Dilan. I opened the door to my room and saw Andre laying down on Cerica's bed. I rolled my eyes and came in because over the weekend I have gotten used to the invasion of privacy. I dropped my bag down on my bed and I sat down.
"Hey" he said
"Hi"
"I am leaving next week"
"That's great"
I am upset with the way he has treated me over the weekend like I didn't exist.
I guess he realized that I wasn't into the conversation.
"Kelly?"
"Yes"
"Are you mad?"
"Nope"
"Good"
He came over to my bed and started talking. I tuned him out because I was not interested.
"Earth to Kelly"
"Ahhh yess"
"Did you hear my question"
"Which question?"
"Do you have a boyfriend?"
My cheeks flushed with embarrassment. How do I tell a guy that I am 18 years old,I have never had a boyfriend and I've never been kissed?
"Ahhh ummmm no"
"Oh. Strange,I thought a pretty girl like you would have guys running you down"
Did he just say I was pretty???
"Have you ever been kissed before Kelly?"
"No"
"Wow.... You're so innocent its amusing. I won't even ask the next question"
We both sat in silence.
"Kelly"
"Yes"
"Can I ask you something?"
"Sure go ahead"
"Can I be your boyfriend?"
I blinked my eyes. Did he just say that? This boy is really crazy!
"Come on Kel. Its not like we have nothing to lose. Its college. Come on. And you are such a nice girl."

Maybe it wouldn't be so bad. My life is boring as it is. And nothing tried nothing gained.

"Ok. Yes you can"
"One condition though Kel. Dont tell Cerica. Don't tell anyone"
"Ok." I said. Why wouldn't he want me to tell anyone? Maybe he is hiding something. I shrugged the thought away and we continued our conversation.

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We talked for ages. He got up and stretched.
"Well Kelly. I've got to go now"
He leaned towards me and tucked my hair behind my ear. Is he going to kiss me? I was having a mental argument with myself,before I knew it his lips were on mine. My lips gave way and our tongues met. He kissed slow and gentle. He squeezed my waist and I heard someone moan I Dont know if it was me or him. If kissing was this easy,I would have done it a long time ago. I ran my hand through his hair and he squeezed me tighter. I am not used to this. Kelly stop yourself! I pulled myself away slowly. He stood staring at me.
I heard the door click and Cerica came in.
"Hey cousin. I was waiting for you. What took you so long? Anyway I have to go now. Bye"
I watched in awe as he stepped through the door without even glancing at me or even saying bye. This boy is unbelievable. One minute he is my boyfriend and we are kissing, next minute I Dont exist to him.

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"Lodeen and Iona hurry before the seats are taken" They ran towards me with popcorn and sweets. We got our seat and watched the movie. The movie was pretty sad. The girls cried uncontrollably. The movie was finished and everyone started exiting the movie theatre. We stood outside the theatre and talked for a bit.
"Kel,we have to go now. How are going to get home?"
I never thought about that before. Wow stupid me. How the hell am I going to back on campus. It's like 15 minutes from here.
"Ahh my friend is going to take me home"
"Ok Kel. See you Monday in class"
We hugged each other good bye. I waited for them to be outside before I started worrying.
I can't walk alone back to campus. Its too dangerous and there are no taxis this late.
"Are you ok?"
I looked up to see a tall cute guy talking to me.
"Yes I am ok,well not quite"
I told him my situation and he laughed and offered to walk me home.
I know its weird walking home with a stranger but for some weird reason I trusted him.
We walked and laughed and to be honest I've never felt this happy,this free in my life. We stopped in front of the campus.
"It was nice meeting you Kelly"
"It was nice meeting you too Anthony"
We exchanged numbers and went our separate ways. I went into my room with a smile on my face until I saw Andre.
"Could you atleast call before you come in my room. You are my boyfriend. But I still need privacy"
"Whatever " he said
I rolled my eyes and sat on my bed. He sat beside me and looked at me.
"You look good tonight."
"Thank you"
He came closer to me and started playing with my hair. He came closer to me and kissed me. My lips returned the favor and kissed him back. Our tongues synchronized together,he squeezed my waist. He started to kiss my neck while my hands roamed his back. His hand went up my blouse and he squeezed my breasts. I moaned in his ear and he squeezed harder.... He drew me towards the wall.
"Have you ever had an orgasm"he said in a raspy voice.
"No "
"Well you're gonna have your first one now"

He pushed me against the wall and pulled my pants button. I felt his hand slip into my underwear. He started rubbing it and I never knew it could feel so good. I threw my head back as I felt his fingers enter me. A moan escaped from my mouth. I wanted him to go faster but he kept at the one steady pace. I felt my body shudder as he said "See you had ur first orgasm."
Kelly,put yourself together. This is not you. How could you? What would your mom say?
I forced a smile as I buttoned my pants. I walked off and sat on my bed.
"Kel"
"Yes"
"I'm leaving tomorrow and before I leave I just wanted to say I love you"
Did he just say he loves me. God let this be true. Can he really love me?
"Yes I do. I know I am going to be far away. But we can still do this. You are mine I can't allow another to have you"
Those words melted my heart. I was about to reply when Cerica entered the room.