I deserve it

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(Playlist:into you,one of the girls & middle of the night)

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"Yeah I'm returning to korea Jane,Ari" I said to my two wonderful besties through a conference call while going to the airport in a cab
"But why the sudden decision?" Asked Ari the youngest of us
"They are trying to find an alliance for him Ari.
And I can't let it happen. He is mine,I loved him since my freaking childhood then how I will let another girl marry my man, never" I said to my friends who maintained a successful silence and there Jane goes with her turn "ok we understand you, but make sure everything is fine ok" I smiled hearing my most understandable friend "thank y--" "what thankyou do you know what you're doing you're returning back to korea just for this eh he doesn't love you at all then why?" Here she goes Ari interrupting my gratitude towards my friend Jane and came up with a headache
"But I do Ari, I will definitely make him understand or I will definitely get what I deserved from him" I said "then what do you deserve ah?" Ari questioned sounding unimpressed "i-" I opened my mouth to say something when I reached the airport "I have to go guys then I will miss the flight" I said they sighs audible "ok make sure YOU ARE FINE" there she goes my mother bestie Ari "ofcourse mummy bye guys" I said joyfully "all the best" Jane the hyper active shouted the other "yeah" I hung up the call.

Magical time skips 🪄✨

At korea

I'm looking through my cab window memories flashing like a whirlpool.
Again the nostalgic era of school times with my friends,with jungkook at childhood till grade 8 passing nothing more,once upon a time I used to be a childish, hyper active a little bit like Jane,
A child who knows nothing but to eat ice creams, a girl who thinks her family is her everything, a girl who thinks her family is so supportive of her, a girl who loved her cousin till the very deep of her heart but everything changed except her love for her cousin I mean my love for jungkook it doesn't change it doesn't even stayed constant it grows deeper and deeper, from the years passed I became cold, I became emotionless and I became numb except my love for my friends and jungkook. I don't even cry often, I have been so depressed about jungkook's marriage alliance and my friends know it. I smiled in front of them because they're my everything but the pain inside me is never lowered,the way I drink all Friday night and depressed on Saturday with a fucking hangover and on Sunday nevermind everything was work to me, Am I workaholic? NO I just want to be independent and distracted from the thoughts of jungkook. And here I reached my house. There my whole family is coming out rushing making me doubt why, why are they this much rushed finally their eyes landed on me.
"Y/n what are you doing here, you didn't even informed me" here she goes what kind of lovely greeting is this uh
"Nothing eomma just for a surprise" I said not smiling, i will automatically forget how to smile when I am not with my angels "why are you all rushing and where" I asked in the same pace emotionless "we all are going to a funeral, we all have to stay there for two nights" said my mom "oh" is all left my mouth, and slowly my eyes travelled further to my beautifully fake family
"We can't let you stay alone today since today only you arrived here and there was no food prepared what can we do" eomma asked appa and there my uncle aunty everyone came "ok let's do like this jungkook will stay with you mm ok" my uncle said making me fucking happy but I keep it under wraps and stays with a stone face nodding "but I can't" a deep voice heard from behind my uncle, my eyes travelled to the well built man standing like a storm in a nightmare who is really my nightmare but pleasuring nightmare different isn't it, it is, my love for him is a low melody which became screams, dark brown orbs, sharp cheek bones, freaking sharpest law line, muscles flexing while he walked towards us. When I saw him last in person he was so lean but now he really became a big man who is making my knees go weak. "why. you want to jungkook that's all" uncle said making him shut up because uncle said in his most dangerous stern tone. As time passed everyone was gone and here only US.
Him & I ,the most beautiful words of my existence.
I turned towards him and looked at him, I looked at his chocolate brown orbs which I loved the most, I opened my mouth to say something but it didn't come and he marched upstairs without saying anything but glared at me. 'Sighs'
What did I even do to him?🤦🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️ 'Sighs'
I just washed my face nothing more, I came to the hall, I sank into the soft sofa, I threw my head back sighing again & again, I know I have to change into something comfortable since I'm still in my formal outfit "ah but it's tiring😮‍💨😩"

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