Accidental

The Reason

Hi, my name is Marissa Serene.

Let me start off with explaining "The Reason" of my journey. In high school I didn't necessarily get the whole social experience, I only got the education experience. I was like a robot throughout all 4 years.

I avoided any physical activity I could, tragically I couldn't get out of physical education but I managed to stay out of everyone's way and most people didn't even know I went to the same high school as them.

There was always this one guy though that I practically knew forever, he was my next door neighbor and he would constantly tease me about my silence. He was always so annoying and rude with his little smart ass jokes and sneaky comments. I'm just glad high school is over with and I'm moving so I won't ever see him. Hopefully, that would be the worst thing that could happen, but if he actually saw me socializing maybe he wouldn't be so bad.

Eh, anyway at the time with not talking to anyone or making friends, I thought it was a genius plan because I was dodging all the pointless, bull shit drama, suffering heart aches and just any negative emotion or situation but as it turns out it was a dumbass plan.

I have always been the quiet and shy one throughout all 18 years of my life and I'm finally getting tired of the same two labels. I want a new change, more exciting, interesting, mysterious, and outgoing change.

Maybe that will spice up my life. Getting out of my comfort zone. I need a social life, I can't keep living under a rock. College will be my other chance. A do-over with creating a social life.

Since I don't have a lot to lose I decided to move to California and out of Melbourne Ireland. It won't be that hard, my mom has her new boyfriend to keep her company and my dad hasn't even talked to me since I turned 15 so I never really had an actual close & secured relationship with anyone. My only best friend is my cat named Kris so that's the only sad thing about leaving, I'm leaving her.

Wow I am a very lonely person now realizing it. That's why this whole California thing should be fantastic, I got accepted into UCLA so I just hope I won't be super awkward and actually make pretty decent friends.

But I need to think positive so I think I'll do just fine.

Finger crossed.

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Hey guys! Sorry this isn't the best intro and it's really short but I promise to do better with my next chapters , it will make the beginning sound better hopefully.
Thank you for reading and hopefully continue reading ((: I'll be updating as much as I can so stay updated 💞