Secret Soulmates

The realization

"You have to tell him Lynn. Don't worry what he'll say, you need to be happy." Anne said sternly.

"I know. A-And i will... just not yet. And I know I should i'm just scared."

"Why are you scared? What's the worse that could happen huh?"

"He could leave me, lose his best friend, and i could lose all my friends." Lynn slightly shouted.

"Well you'll always have me! And he treats you like shit, you do not need him."

Suddenly Andrew and Scott came outside.

"Anne I have to go they just came outside."

Lynn hung up the phone and opened her car door. Andrew walked up to the door to help Lynn out.

"Everything okay?" Asked Andrew

"Yea I just had to call Anne quick. Family stuff."

She looked at Scott and smiled as the three walked back inside.

After hanging out with Scott, Andrew, and Michael, Lynn and Andrew drove home for the night.

"Dear diary, I think I really like Scott. I wish I didn't. These feelings have been here for a year and a half. I hate myself everyday for it and I tried to shove them down because he's Andrew's best friend and I love him so much. No matter what I do i'm always thinking about Scott. Even when we have sex sometimes I picture Scott just so I can cum. I think I'm going to tell Andrew soon."

Lynn put her journal down and told Andrew that they needed to talk.

"Before we start talking can you promise that you won't say anything until i'm done?" She asked

"Of course. Babe is everything okay?"

"Everything is fine. I just need to tell you something because it's been eating at me since the camping trip." Lynn paused before continuing

"It's not that big of a deal and I don't want you to freak out. During the camping trip when we were all tripping, I started to realize that I like Scott just a little bit. It's nothing big." She tries to convince herself as she saying all of this.

"This is just me self-sabotaging like I always do. I promise that these feelings aren't real and I know that with a little bit of time and space they'll go away."

Andrew sat there in disbelief thinking about what to say in response.

"I don't even know what to say. I trust you, i'm just-" He pauses

"As long as you don't leave me for him or cheat on me then I'll leave it be. Thank you for telling me."

Lynn hugs him and apologizes.