Why do I feel like no one likes me. My friends just pretends they do. They're great, yes. But sometimes I just really doubt that. They will call me names and hit me too. Not like teasingly and playfully. Like... Hating me. Now I've gotten use to it now., but sometimes I feel like I'm going to snap and them. I try to keep my anger in. Most of the time I do. Well, I didn't say all the time. If my friends or someone else gets on my nerves a bit too much. I'd explode. When that happens it becomes chaos. Usually I'm calm about stuff ( not if something that I don't like happens). But really, don't get on my nerves. When they hit me it doesn't even hurt. It's probably because I'm used to it. Other people say my best friend hits really hard. Is it me that's the problem or them??? It's probably me because I am a stupid piece of shit with no brain.
Oh Gods why is my life shit
Sometimes I can't really help it
But think I'm rejected by everyone
Please I'll take anyone
Is there something wrong with me
Something I can't see
Or I chose the wrong friend
Never gonna last always gonna end
Why can't I just fit in
A place that others been
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Diary September 25 2024 💗
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