You were home alone you were crying you grabbed the rope and tied it on your fan you grabbed the camera and turned it on as you stood on the chair you stared at the blinking light and you couldn't help it but cry, you said sorry a million times, you told your mom and dad that it wasn't their fault, you told them to tell your little sister that you love her and that this wasn't her fault you took a deep breath said goodbye as you turned the camera off ,took your last breath and let go, you did it, you killed yourself your gone now you aren't coming back. A few minutes later you parents came back home and your mom yells "we're home" expecting you to answer as usual but you don't. Your mom knows something is up she can feel it, she runs upstairs to your room and as she opens the door she screams seeing your body just hanging there because her daughter, her little girl was gone,your dad runs upstairs to see what was wrong. He saw your body, he couldn't talk he couldn't even moved as tear drops rolled down his cheeks you've never seen your dad cry but his baby girl was now gone, your sister was to young to understand what was happening but she knew you were gone. Your dad called the police barely getting the words out "my daughter committed suicide". Minutes later the police arrived taking your body down from the rope, your family saw the camera but couldn't even bare yo see the video. 3 years have passed, you remember that girl that tripped you during lunch? She crys herself to sleep every night because she thinks that it was all her fault. You remember that teacher that was only hard on you? She quit her job because she thought she no longer had the potential to teach kids anymore. You remember that guy that said you were ugly? He can't even look at himself anymore. What about your best friend, you left her you didn't ask her for help, so now she cuts because she thinks that she's stupid for not noticing. The whole school changed, everything is different. Your parents blame themselves everyday, and your sister? She is the one that is most affected, she's is going though depression, she cuts because somehow she thinks it's her fault. You committed suicide because you thought no one cared, but turns out everyone did care they just didn't remind. You screamed for help but nobody heard you and you're gone now and there is no going back. The rope you used still lays there on your bed, your room hasn't been touched ever since that day. Your mom cries when she looks at the fridge and doesn't see the little notes you used to leave her before you left for school "have a nice day mom" "love you" "don't forget to smile". Everyone was surprised because you were happy, at least everyone though you were but you weren't, you weren't okay and you were waiting on someone to notice but they didn't I mean of course they didn't all you have to do is give a little smile and everyone will think you're okay. Fake smiles used to solve everything, but you're gone now and there is no going back.
