Meredith sees nick in the other room next to the patient
"hey"
"blood pressure plumbing "
"oh"
"blood flow is not strong enough to profuse the kidney so he's not making urine anymore i sent the residents out for labs and coffee but really , i sent them away so i wouldn't scream at anyone"
"did you try a bolus?"
"multiple plus atropine i maxed out on dopamine"
"epi"
"maybe I don't Know I don't know i just- i need this to work"
nick breathes sharpy
"His wife's waiting to see to him among other things it'd be really nice to give her some good news "
Meredith goes and sits next to him
"the worst part of this job is telling the families that their person didn't make it and you have that on some level in every single case"
nick chuckles lightly, while Meredith rubs his back
"yeah unless this
" works if this works maybe in a few years ..... i don't know i don't know i don't know"
" I think why you shake in your sleep"
Nick chuckles
" i do?"
" Just a little bit I put my hand on you and it stops"
"no one has ever told me that before"
bailey walks in
"hey"
"you let me hug you you're taking that job in Minnesota couldn't even told me your self couldn't give me that much respect"
"no i haven't even made a decision yet"
"this program raised you i raised you, taught you all that you know T-then made all the concessions that you needed so you could split your time between here and - and and David Hamilton and then even with all of that you'd be this selfish as to leave in the middle of a Historioc physican shortage with the residency program hanging on by a thread"
Meredith and Nick stand up
"Bailey"
" you're, yeah no you're that girl huh same little girl that's following her handsome attending all around the hospital right having sex in cars"
"bailey did you pull a fight when yang and burk were sleeping together hell she got pregnant by him and almost died did you yell at her and she was engaged to him while an intern you didnt yell "
"Burk wasn't married and he wasn't cheating on his wife"
" Addie cheated on him with mark he came down here and meet me and i fell in love with him then he chose Addison and don't ever talk about derek when you didn't yell at Alex for leaving he left you an note left me his best friend and his wife to be with Izzie and if i do take the job at least i will be giving you warning"
Meredith walks out with tears in her eyes
"Mer"
