THE UNDONE

Chapter 3

He got up and walked towards Cerica. They talked for awhile before he left ... Again... Without even glancing at me....
I felt a piece of my heart tear apart because this boy was just uggh. I sat on my bed clueless. Cerica kept talking about her date with Dilan. I didn't really hear her. The guy just told me he loved me and left! What kind of sicko does that! I listened to Cerica's account of her date until I fell asleep.
I woke up in the middle of the night and remembered what happened that night. He fingered me. Does that mean that's his way to telling me that our relationship is going up a notch. Does he really me? Maybe he is using me. Please,he wouldn't do such a thing he loves me right??
I fell asleep with the thought on my mind
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Its been a month since Andre left and I've not heard from him. I feel like a desperate housewife waiting for her husband to get home. I go on each day checking my phone to see if he'd atleast text me and Lodeen and Iona are always telling me he'll text one day.sure one day... Probably when I'm dead.
The words "I love you"really means a lot to a girl like me. I hardly hear those words. I told the girls bye and walked to my dorm... I entered the room and sat on my bed I didn't even notice Cerica and Dilan in the room.
"Hey damsel in distress. What happened to you today" Cerica said.
"Who me?"
"Yes you Kel. You come in here looking like a truck ran over your mom and flattened her like a board"
I winced at the thought and Dilan laughed. I know he noticed me throwing daggers at him with my eyes...
"I know what can cheer you up"
"What?"
"A party!"
"Oh dear God. No I dont party"
"Kel you need to loosen up. Its just a party. Do it for me please"
She looked like a puppy.
Mom is going to kill me if she ever finds out.
"Ok ok just please stop begging."
I got dressed and left with Cerica...

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This Frat party is huge. I mean seriously its huge. Lemme see smokers,drinkers,skanks and the list goes on. I think I want to go home now. If my mom saw me here she'd be awfully disappointed

"Kel you coming or not?"
"Yea,I'm coming"
I ran behind them and followed them inside.
If I thought outside was full of people,I was wrong ! Inside was packed... There were girls naked literally! Persons throwing up in flowers pot, people kissing,drinking,fighting. It was crazy.
I was so focused on noticing everyone I didn't even realize that Cerica and Dilan left me.
Someone handed me a red cup before I could say "I Dont drink",the person was out of sight.
I walked around with the red cup in my hand and watched everyone. I started to feel uncomfortable and I went outside. I sat on a bench by myself and looked at the events happening around me. A guy was sitting on the lawn when a girl who is obviously drunk started kissing him. And I am positive she doesn't know him.
My thoughts were interrupted by the bleeping on my phone. I opened the message:
Andre: Hey Kel
I felt butterflies flutter in my tummy. After all this time he just text me. Maybe he was busy . yes he had to be busy
Me: Hey Dre
Andre: I have something I want to talk to you about.
You miss me and you love me and you can't wait to seee me again
Me: No I have something to say.
Andre: Go ahead
Me: I love you
Andre: O_O hahahahaha lol . about that,...
Me: Yes
Andre: I want a break up. This isn't going to work out. I am in Washington,you are in Capilton.
Me: you said we could work it out. You said you loved me
Andre: So?? Who the hell believes in love? Haha only fools do.
Me: I guess I am a fool then.
Andre: It wouldn't work out every time we are making out,you push me away when its getting intense. I'll never get to fuck you so why should I waste my time. Here girls are ready to do me in a jiffy. You need to grow up and stop living in your fairy tale world.

I felt my world break down. I felt everything crumble. Before I could control them,I felt the tears running down. If I wasn't such a fool. I should have been more experienced. I cried so hard I forgot everyone around me. I know I must look like a fool to everyone. But I didn't care. I took up the red cup and started drinking.