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A lady in her 30s just landed in Lucknow her Hometown the place where she has lived more than half of her life.
Shouldn't she be happy to be in her hometown
But she's not
Why??

Her POV -

It's been years since I have been here , the place where I have spent half of my life probably more than that but the peace I used to get here is missing.

Isn't home and hometown ment to be a place that provides you peace which supress your inner noise and provide you calmness shouldn't it be the place that takes away all your worries but I don't feel that there is this heavyness in the air that I am feeling.

Maybe because the peace I search for in the outer world is missing inside me . The guilty that I have carried for years is now becoming more heavy after being here.

Maybe I deserve this I deserve all this for breaking a innocent heart for hurting a pure soul just to save myself.
But now I want to meet her , I want to talk to her, I want to apologise, I want her back in my life.
because it was only after going away from her that I realised what she meant to me.

I know I sound selfish at the moment but I don't know what to do and to think about this anymore. I know she will never accept me again in her life but the least i expect is a forgiveness which will free me from this guilt . I am not able to cope up with this weight anymore.

She is non other than our haseen-
  Haseena Mallik An IT employee
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Her Trans was broken when the cab driver told her they have reached their desired location.
It was a hotel she got down from the cab along with her stuff paid the driver took the room keys and went to her room.
After relaxing herself from her tiring journey she went to the balcony for her evening coffe.

'Ek insaan humari zindagi mein kitna mayne rakhta hai ye apko kho ke pata chala. Aapko khone ke baad tho humara seher bhi ab humara nahi raha aur na hum.
Bas ek baar apse milke maafi mangni hai, jante hai humari galti maaf karne jitni choti nahi par apni poori koshish karenge aapko manane ki."
A sad chuckle escaped her mouth.

On the other side a lady in her 30s was riding her jet (her jaan se pyari bullet) on the roads of Lucknow wearing a black jacket and her dashing sunglasses looking Bhaukal as always

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On the other side a lady in her 30s was riding her jet (her jaan se pyari bullet) on the roads of Lucknow wearing a black jacket and her dashing sunglasses looking Bhaukal as always .

Yes that is our bhaukal devi -
   SHO  Karishma singh

She parked her bike in parking of the mall where her mother and sister pyari pushpee and masoom Santu has gone shopping . But she was surprised when she didn't see any shopping bags in their hands

Ks : amaa gajab baat hai ye maa beti ki jodi jinka bass chale tho pura mall kharid len ajj khali haat ye chamatkar kaise ho gaya.

Just as pushpa ji was about to answer a guy coming towards them with both hands full of shopping bags said with a seepshing smile

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